posted on May, 30 2009 @ 11:01 AM
I hereby offer a humble apology for whatever it was that offended you. I never intended to even want to know how cruel humanity is, but now that I
realise it firsthand, I am humbled by it. Instead of reacting negatively, I will use it to propell myself into a life as you example would be good
for me rather than dwell on things we as humans do which could potentialy ruin it all in one stupid moment..sorry for my over exertion of care in the
face of people who just want freedom to equate with what they define it as..
That is merely my only objection in the face of everything I have seen over my life. So I want to say sorry and offer you a song to go out on..i
never meant to stir the pot, I meant to save it from itself. Obviously the melting pot doesn't need any more help, so ill just leave it alone and
recede here to normal things in my discussion and deny the ignorance of my own awareness'. Peace, love, care, or not. Its freewill. Thats the
example we all like, even control freaks need a break. HEY ive been one! I hate myself for it. I was you, maybe not directly but vicariously
through my own reactionary state growing up.
I just want to see things clearly and is my whole impitus for messing around here when im bored. If you go back to your little lives, I will remain
in mine and never impose on you, if the same for me from you would be nice. I respect you for your hard work if thats the case in this world and
object to simple realities denied to us because of a complex system. And that makes me feel disenfranchised from the rest, causing my jaded view on
life because of a combination of loneliness, pain and rejection. Im only human. Im asking you to start treating me that way.