Oh my freaking god! Your constant attention to this thread, and what you have written points to Schizophrenia. I dont know you, and live over
2000miles away on another continent, and am not a mason.
(i doubt you could really spot masonic symbols or know what they do in the lodges anyway)
Seriously though you are a walking advert for schizophreania.
quote from you:'Im starting to think that i am someone important to historical events in our time yet this here is only the beginning.'
Delusions from schizoprenia:
-Overpowering, intense feeling that people are talking about you, looking at you
--Overpowering, intense feeling you are being watched, followed, and spied on (tracking devices, implants, hidden cameras)
--Thinking that someone is trying to poison your food
--Thinking people are working together to harass you
--Thinking that something is controlling you- i.e. an electronic implant
--Thinking that people can read your mind/ or control your thoughts
--Thinking that your thoughts are being broadcast over the radio or tv
--Delusions of reference- thinking that random events convey a special meaning to you. An example is that a newspaper headline or a license plate has
a hidden meaning for you to figure out. That they are signs trying to tell you something.
--Religious delusions- that you are Jesus, God, a prophet, or the antichrist.
--Delusions of grandeur- the belief that you have an important mission, special purpose, or are an unrecognized genius, or famous person.
--Delusions that someone, often a famous person, is in love with you when in reality they aren't. Also called erotomania or de Clerembault
syndrome.
from:
www.schizophrenia.com...
[edit on 30-5-2009 by MR BOB]
[edit on 30-5-2009 by MR BOB]