posted on Jun, 29 2011 @ 08:34 PM
reply to post by Taz4591
Taz, I will not profess to be an expert, nor will I say that I am "at peace" with myself. I will say that I believe with every fiber of my being
that I met my twin and was torn from him. The ~physical~ pain of it nearly drove me out of my mind, quite literally. In any lifetime, we may meet soul
mates who have agreed to spend time with us again to help us learn those things we must to pass through this life. In rare instances, we will stumble
upon that one person who finishes our sentences, breathes when we do, a kindred spirit. Even rarer still, we can meet our twin. The one who fills,
immediately, the hole in our hearts. That thing that has been unnameable and untouchable that was missing. If we are very very lucky, no, not
lucky...If we have evolved in our journey to a pure enough level, we may get to keep contact with this beautiful soul. Most of the time, we simply are
not there yet. Perhaps not at this point in our lives, perhaps not in this life time.
My twin and I have come together and been destroyed on at least 3 occasions. I dreamed these things, and upon working through past life regression
with another who had no knowledge of the dreams, had it confirmed. I know it is not an exact science, but I feel in my soul it is true. In this life,
we met other mates first. We married at nearly the same time, became troubled at the same time, found ourselves in the same place looking for solace
at the same time. We were immediately drawn together. "Electro-magnets" is the term most of our friends used for us. Coming together despite any
obstacles...and destroying anything that came between us. We very nearly destroyed our own lives. We each have families. Mine was much more troubled
than his, and it was his that we chose to protect. He chose. I did not fight as I knew it was the thing that would make him most happy. I mourned as
though he had died. For nearly 1 1/2 years I have mourned him. He still haunts my dreams. I still hear his voice in episodes of clarity. Snippets of
his day, if you will.
I wish, with all my heart that I could tell you how to ease the pain that I know all too well. The saddest truth of it is, only time will ease this,
love. So as many of the others stated, feel it. Become the person he saw in you. The person you saw in him. If you are truly meant to complete your
union in this life, you are blessed to have this time to prepare your soul for his. Take advantage of it. Meditate. Do those things you have been
afraid to do. And when he returns to you, embrace him, exactly as he is. Be blessed.