posted on May, 25 2009 @ 10:39 AM
These emotional states to me are like distant mountains viewed on the horizon. We can spend a lifetime trekking to those mountains. Another lifetime
climbing them, conquering them. But viewed from it's peak, a mountain is just another rock. And so the time we spend there is often fleeting. We
travel on and looking back find again what gave us cause to seek out the mountain in the first place. Only from a distance can we appreciate the full
breadth of its majesty. But we certainly wouldn't be fooled to think that if we return, climb the mountain again, that it will be any different than
it was before, will we?
That you are, or were, supposed to reunite in this life shouldn't be taken to mean "forever", or any relative human equivalent. We can know some
things with certainty, but time is the mystery that binds our reality. Don't rely on it or dwell on it. It's bad enough at times that we have to
live in it.
And so I would tell you honestly that you haven't lost that bliss. You've only lost that which you attached your bliss to in a sense that fits the
consciousness of our time/space reality, and that being a sense that implies what you want must always be in your grasp, beneath your feet, close at
hand. He's still out there and always will be. Your heart will know that can be enough even though you desire more. That means your joy cannot
leave you if you maintain a perspective on what you truly require to be joyful. But that doesn't mean you'll ever feel complete without him by your
side. Perhaps, perhaps not.
Of course you're still breathing, as you will continue to do so long as you desire. And since you obviously can't read the future with perfect
accuracy, there is no reason to assume you have reason to decide not to continue at this point. Yes?
Sometimes these things pass through our lives only briefly and it is up to us to decide what we draw from the experience we have. And when our hearts
are broken, it is an opportunity to fill that emptiness with love. To allow it to overflow into the world around us.
Be at peace for all is well if you allow for it.