posted on May, 22 2009 @ 10:55 PM
I can "Astral Project" every night along with having SP.
I have a neurological disorder do to a spinal cord defect I was born with, and due to several operations on my spinal cord, and some damage to the
frontal lobe from all the anesthesia of 100 and some operations adding up over time.
Ever since I was a baby I had sleep paralysis and lucid dreams.
Something I notice in my dream themes or Astral World is that whenever I observe the sky, all the planets are much closer, much closer then the sun is
sometimes the planets have even attached to the Earth.
They didn't do any damage at impact but just sort of softly sat on the surface of earth.
It very much looks like "Mickey Mouse" ears at times.
When I begin to separate (i'll explain my opinion on that in a minute) my body will shake, I will hear a loud hum and feel a pulsating sensation in
my stomach, and then I will begin to float.
I can fly on a simple command such as "levitate" I can change the clarity, lucidity, and dream theme but simply telling it to.
I can go through walls and other solid surfaces, depending on my lucidity and how deep in I am I can control my speed to being very slow to lightning
I can bring objects, people, and actions into dreams but can never effect the emotions of another person.
I'd say this is a gift but I'll often lack control and fall into a sort of repetitive night terror and those dreams are always the same.
Attack from a "ghost" a possession of sorts.
Someone breaking into my house.
I can bring myself out by focusing on shaking my hands and I'll finally wake up.
Sometimes I can gain control and then change the dream but that typically will distrupt my sleep and depth and I'll wake up.
These dreams will always end with me trying to scream, making no noise, no one hearing me, not being able to move, start to be able to move, drag
myself to safety, think I woke up, slip into it all over again, and do this from ten to 20 times.
When I wake up I am so exhausted but my adrenaline is pumping so hard I can not fall back to sleep.
Now to my opinion, I feel that these are simple trickery of the mind , some people can experience this once in a blue moon then people like me who
have neurological problems have it more often which leads me to believe that it all points to the brain and a "defect" or a "blip" in the brain
waves during sleep, chemicals, and all that other good sleep stuff.
People say that I don't give myself enough credit, that I have a gift and that I can help others and the world with it, people feel I have had
contact with aliens and hold important info from they things they've shown me and told me.I keep a dream journal and some people say I've predicted
major natural disasters along with other things.
But I just can't force myself to believe that, I feel and have tracked that my dreams are simply based on materials that I have subjected myself to
during a certain period of time before that dream.
I think they are wrong.
I can understand why people really feel as if they are Astral Projecting, Being Abducted, or basic travel.
It's one of the most real things I've ever felt.(I can feel, smell, and taste things in my dreams, my chronic pain transfers into my dreams, I feel
this happens because I was born with over senses, my sense of smell, sight, and hearing and feeling are much stronger due to the average person)
But my understanding of Neuro science and the human body keeps me from believing it is anything other then the great powers of the subconscious
But just because I FEEL that way does not mean I am right.
I think many things are possible.
I do not look down on, or judge others by their opinions about this, or try to over state my point or change their minds.
Their opinions are part of their beliefs and their beliefs are part of their hearts, they all belong to them and I have no right man handle them just
because I feel differently and want to be seen as the right one.