Originally posted by pharaohmoan
I have been searching for the truth my whole life..... The end is near I can feel it.
All you have to do is stop searching. Nothing more.
"Epilogue: The Man of Understanding (Enlightenment)
The man of understanding is not entranced. He is not elsewhere. He is not having an experience. He is not passionless and inoffensive. He is awake. He
is present. He knows no obstruction in the form of mind, identity, differentiation and desire. He uses mind, identity, differentiation and desire. He
is passionate. His quality is an offense to those who are entranced, elsewhere, contained in the mechanics of experience, asleep, living as various
forms of identity, separation and dependence. He is acceptable only to those who understand.
He may appear no different from any other man. How could he appear otherwise? There is nothing by which to appear except the qualities of life. He may
appear to have learned nothing. He may seem to be addicted to every kind of foolishness and error. How could it be otherwise? Understanding is not a
different communication than the ordinary. There is only the ordinary. There is no special and exclusive communication that is the truth. There is no
exclusive state of truth. But there is the understanding of the ordinary.
Therefore, the man of understanding cannot be found. He cannot be followed. He can only be understood as the ordinary. He is not spiritual. He is not
religious. He is not philosophical. He is not moral. He is not fastidious, lean and lawful. He always appears to be the opposite of what you are.
He always seems to sympathize with what you deny. Therefore, at times and over time he appears as every kind of persuasion. He is not consistent. He
has no image. At times he denies. At times he asserts. At times he asserts what he has already denied. At times he denies what he has already
asserted. He is not useful. His teaching is every kind of nonsense. His wisdom is vanished. Altogether, that is his wisdom.
At last he represents no truth at all. Therefore, his living coaxes everyone only to understand. His existence denies every truth, every path by which
men depend on certain truths, certain experiences, certain simulations of freedom and enjoyment. He is a seducer, a madman, a hoax, a libertine, a
fool, a moralist, a sayer of truths, a bearer of all experience, a righteous knave, a prince, a child, an old one, an ascetic, a god. He demonstrates
the futility of all things. Therefore, he makes understanding the only possibility. And understanding makes no difference at all. Except it is
reality, which was already the case.
Heartless one, Narcissus, friend, loved one, he weeps for you to understand. After all of this, why haven't you understood? The only thing you have
not done is understanding.
You have seen everything, but you do not understand. Therefore, the man of understanding leaps for joy that you have already understood. He looks at
the world and sees that every one and every thing has always understood. He sees that there is only understanding. Thus, the man of understanding is
constantly happy with you. He is overwhelmed with happiness. He says to you: See how there is only this world of perfect enjoyment, where every one is
happy, and every thing is blissful. His heart is always tearful with the endless happiness of the world.
He has grasped it, but no one is interested. He is of interest to no one. He is fascinating. He is unnoticed. Since no one understands, how could they
notice him? Because there is only understanding, he is beloved, and no one comes to see him. Because there is only truth, he is likely to become
famous. Since there is only joy, he will not be remembered. Because you have already understood, you find it necessary to touch his hand. Since you
love so much and are not understood, you find it possible to touch his ears. He smiles at you. You notice it. Everything has already died. This is the