Not to be antagonistic here, but it sounds like you have a profound ego to me. You claim that you have found "all of the answers." Hmmmmm... I refer you to this thread:
We Abound In Darkness
If you want to become whole,
let yourself be partial.
If you want to become straight,
let yourself be crooked.
If you want to become full,
let yourself be empty.
If you want to be reborn,
let yourself die.
If you want to be given everything,
give everything up.
Other people are excited,
as though they were at a parade.
I alone don't care,
I alone am expressionless,
like an infant before it can smile.
Other people have what they need;
I alone possess nothing.
I alone drift about,
like someone without a home.
I am like an idiot, my mind is so empty.
Other people are bright;
I alone am dark.
Other people are sharper;
I alone am dull.
Other people have a purpose;
I alone don't know.
I drift like a wave on the ocean,
I blow as aimless as the wind.
I am different from ordinary people.
I drink from the Great Mother's breasts.
Originally posted by argentus
reply to post by locster
Paradox? Sorry, friend, I couldn't resist.
You know, that's not going to get better with age.
Originally posted by pharaohmoan
Does anyone else feel this way too?
Have you run out of questions to ask of life too?