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Battle for my friggin' soul

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posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:25 AM
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I'm gonna kill you, you're gonna kill me. I love you, I hate you. I have conflicting feelings of your and my continued existence. I'm gonna take everything that you own, your gonna take everything that I own. I'm gonna give you something, your gonna give me nothing.

Your smart, I'm smart. I'm smart , you're stupid.

They are extremely stupid.

If you have the same spirit as me how are we ever gonna get along ever?

Somehow I think Christ Jesus suffered from the same internal conflict.

I am prepared to go to my grave to spite you.

Opposition and non-conformity forever.

You must battle for my friggin' soul if you wish to survive and thrive.

Screw you.

Screw your secrecy, screw your non-secrecy.

Just screw all of you.

I will forever thrive. I am now as I have always been.

Battle for my soul.


[edit on 18-5-2009 by In nothing we trust]




posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:28 AM
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reply to post by In nothing we trust
 


Why not try to stop thinking of us and them.

All of humanity is one.

Love your brother, or at least don't kill him.

We are not meant to hate and kill our own kind.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:33 AM
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Battle for my friggin' sou;

A battle for ones soul implies that such a thing exist, and that it's important enough to cause a battle.

The longer I'm on this earth, the more soulless people seem, the less I believe in a spirit or one that is worth saving.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:33 AM
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Originally posted by spellbound

Love your brother, or at least don't kill him.

We are not meant to hate and kill our own kind.


Both brothers died on 9/11.

Cain and Abel.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:37 AM
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I am sorry if you are hurting, but hating will only increase the hurt. Love may ease it a little.

Also, Cain and Abel? I don't mind if you are winding me up. I just hope that you can receive my message.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:42 AM
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Originally posted by rapinbatsisaltherage

A battle for ones soul implies that such a thing exist, and that it's important enough to cause a battle.



I am a human being as you are and yet I am a different entity than you, what makes us different?

We are the same and yet at the same time unique.

Why not call the difference a soul?

Each soul can make unique decisions as to it's existence. We can both choose to just exist or to exist well, even if it means that you must die to suppliment my better existence even at your demise.

If you have a conscience then your neighbors demise, so that you can thrive, is a battle that must be won if you are to lord over those who are weak in spirit.

If you are a sociopath then the argument is mute.

[edit on 18-5-2009 by In nothing we trust]



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:42 AM
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I believe that everyone has a soul and a spirit - same thing.

There are a lot of soul-dead people here, I agree, but there are also a lot of soul-alive people.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:46 AM
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Originally posted by spellbound

Love may ease it a little.



Love is a lie ment to manipulate others for your benefit.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:52 AM
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OK, now you really are bull-#ting.

Love is a human emotion, the opposite of hate, which you should know, being the Prince of Hate.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:54 AM
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Hey, I just had an idea - there is no battle for your soul - it belongs to Satan, because Jesus is Love.

I really hope I am wrong and that you will have a rethink about this.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 03:58 AM
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Originally posted by spellbound

Love is a human emotion, the opposite of hate, which you should know, being the Prince of Hate.


I believe revelation talks all about opposition.

The prince of hate? Ok if taking on the prince of hates demeanor proves to be the means to my survival then so be it.

I friggin' hate everyone.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 04:01 AM
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Would you mind telling me how old you are?

I think you are a hurting teenager - those years are difficult.

Please do not poison yourself with hate.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 04:02 AM
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Originally posted by In nothing we trust

Originally posted by spellbound

Love may ease it a little.



Love is a lie ment to manipulate others for your benefit.


If love is a lie, then the concept of a soul is probably BS too. Why bother battling for something that you do not believe can experience love?



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 04:03 AM
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Originally posted by spellbound

Would you mind telling me how old you are?



Old enough to know bull# when I hear it and to not be deceived by ignorance.

40 and you?


[edit on 18-5-2009 by In nothing we trust]



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 04:05 AM
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Take a deep breath, Calm down, and realize that by hating you are only hurting yourself.
When someone does something stupid (or something that causes similar thouts as in OP) take a deep breath and realize thats that is probably what they know, its just the best they know and its not their fault and not anyone's fault. This is the only thing that keeps me going on some days.

Trust me I know how you feel, I have almost taken my life twice over the same anger/hate.

wishing you well.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 04:08 AM
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Why do you sound like a teenager? And why are you so bitter?

I am 45 with my own share of problems.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 04:09 AM
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Originally posted by rapinbatsisaltherage

If love is a lie, then the concept of a soul is probably BS too. Why bother battling for something that you do not believe can experience love?


Perhaps I am a sucker for hope.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 04:10 AM
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I would also like everyone to know that I tried to kill myself.

A long time ago now, and thank Jesus I was saved, because I am glad to be alive.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 04:11 AM
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Originally posted by In nothing we trust

Originally posted by rapinbatsisaltherage

If love is a lie, then the concept of a soul is probably BS too. Why bother battling for something that you do not believe can experience love?


Perhaps I am a sucker for hope.


Well, that's reassuring. I'll never give up hope, life seems pretty trivial without it.



posted on May, 18 2009 @ 04:11 AM
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why fight it?

you was put here for a reason.

enjoy all your emotions but be aware of them and understand one thing

you need to be alive in order to feel them

; )



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