I really do apologise if this is a little off topic and also for my terrible writting skills, my minds like a chipmunk ping pong table!
reply to MatrixProphet:
You're definately not the only one who experiences these 'shifts.' For as long as I can remember I have held an interest to the strange (insane to
others,) realm of ideas, concepts and philosophies. Over the years, through my interests in sprituality and the sciences (although I feel nowhere as
adept as I should be in either
I have had some crazy ideas. I feel these shifts relatively often.
I feel it all starts with your own personal feelings and responses to situations. It starts with you, the conscious observer. Or, at least that is how
it feels to me. For example, a recent 'shift' if you will; my spirits were high, almost as high as could be, for about a month and a half.
Everything was going right. People that I interact with daily were more positive, store clerks, street walkers, cars on the streets, etc. Then very
suddenly thigns seemed to change, all of those things mentioned reversed from positive to negative. It was harder for me to be positive towards all
situations because it seemed people were less positive, you know, more aggresive and such that it actually alters your outlook. For two weeks now I
have battled this, trying not to get too frustrated. Now, just from personal actions over the last few days things seem to be getting better.
This could be played of as my own personal view on things emotionaly and such, and thats what normal people would say, but all the anguish of
negativity over those two weeks aside, I have not changed. I have not felt negative, only a little frustrated by my surroundings. I was still trying
to make the best of the situation, where the people around me did not seem to be doing the same.
My feeling on the matter may seem strange, and I hope someone (like Matrix MythLives or jkrog) could respond their feelings on this (This is hard to
try explain, without hand signals and constant stating to your stoned friend "I don't know, wat d'you think?"): I am of the idea that as we
personally experience life we are constantly experiencing shifts in our view of reality. Okay, think of heaven and hell as not being separate from
this earth, think of them as counterpoints. 'Earth' is greyly in the middle. As we go along the flow of being we grow and change our views
internally, affecting externally and visa versa. But it IS up to the individual to make choices (I cant believe in destiny and fate wholehartedly,
although it is an element involved in life to a degree, like time and gravity, destiny and fate are kind of bi-products of our existence and choices).
kinda back on track; so, we develop a mindset, either more positive or more negative and I belive that this influences where we vibrate towards. We
all start out in the grey Earth area (maybe in baby innocence near the heavenly area) and through life we fluctuate through the degrees of heaven and
hell. So basicly, by the end of your life, depending on your conscious view point, you are either of a lower vibration, in a reality on this earth,
experiencing hell as it were, or, of a higher vibration experiencing a blissful heavenly state of reality, on this earth. So after death, God knows
what happens, but your soul should receive its dues in either state, possibly crossing to a dimension that represents the physical earth hell and
heaven you died in. So if you died in a lower vibration the dimension you enter could be horrible for your soul, if only for your lack of spiritual
understanding. Your soul would possibly have to battle agony through different dimensions for a chance at reincarnation to recompense past actions in
the physical. Whereas if you died in heavenly consciousness there may be no reincarnation and maybe even an ascendence to a higher dimension.
I could go on, commenting on all I've read, but I think I'm boring enough already.
Thanks for the great post!