If you actually believe you're experiencing what you claim to be, I highly doubt it's within reality. For the rest of my post I'm going to assume
just that though:
The fact that you describe and seem to scream symptoms of schizophrenia with the unhealthy dose of paranoia that's emanating from your story is
troubling. It's extremely difficult to convince anybody with such an intricate complex that they're suffering from an internal confusion and not
something external.
"I'm being watched, they're trying to make me think I'm crazy! I know they are, I'm not crazy though! It's really not in my head... is it? No,
it's deliberate!"
If you read my post and it's not complete bull, I hope you go and seek medical attention right away. You could potentially be a danger to yourself
and possibly others.
Good luck.



