posted on May, 15 2009 @ 11:04 PM
So I feel compelled to write about my experience because I haven't been able to figure out what happened to me..
About a week ago.. it was late, about 2am, but I was still up doing things on the computer.. logged off and layed on my couch.. was thinking about
things- the past, choices I had made that had led me to my current situation, etc.. for about 10-15 minutes... i continued to ask for guidance and had
my eyes closed.. kept asking for guidance and then a few points of light seemed to enter my closed eyes, then it was like a blur.. that slowly started
then BOOM, it looked like light tearing through darkness, it was strong and bright instead of cloudlike-dull light like before, and it felt like it
was hurting my eyes, like pressure in my eyes and my head, but i decided quickly it didnt really hurt, was more just a pressure of some sort.. then my
eyes were filled with this light and BOOM, there was a picture, as clear as day in my eyes... that are still closed.. and Im still very much awake and
conscious of this.. and I know that this is not something my mind is hallucinating.. it was like my eyes were somewhere else.. and what i saw, was
visual to me for about 10-15 seconds, purple colored cloud like surface that i seemed to be travelling over and a Yellow Triangle off in the distance
ahead of me and to the left...
this whole time I am scared, like wtf is this really happening, what is going on, what am i seeing... I tried to project love but it wasn't working,
I was scared.... and when the image broke I was laying there looking straight ahead at my bathroom and I started to cry... I dont know why.. and I was
shaking uncontrollably for quite some time.. I wrote about it, drew it.. and now Im talkin about it.. all I have felt quite compelled to do.. I also
feel like I could make this again..like i tapped in to something.. but everytime i have tried since, i have fallen asleep rather quickly.
any help on what the hell happened to me?