posted on May, 14 2009 @ 02:41 AM
I've been reading all this stuff about the NWO, one-world government, lockdown on freedoms, depopulation agenda, various conspiracies, cults,
esoterica, gnosticism, mysticism, magic, medieval grimoires, astrological processions, the Illuminati, the Freemasons, Crowley, reptilians, serpents,
scorpions, Nephlim and Annunaki and so on and so forth...oh, and besides the far-out stuff, let's not forget all the more "down to earth" daily
news about the economic collapse and the general sociocultural malaise.
You know, all the sorts of things ATS/BTS types read.
I think its starting to make me ill...physically, mentally, and spiritually. I can feel a kind of psychospiritual rot setting in from imbibing all
this stuff...yes "knowledge is power" but after some years of steeping myself in aｌｌ this I can feel the dark side closing in somehow...this
isn't how it was supposed to be, was it?