posted on May, 12 2009 @ 10:59 PM
For some reason when others panic, I go into a slower more meditative state and absorb the karma of the situation around me.
That is the answer of what you must do. When (if) the sh*t hits the fan, you MUST stop thinking and not try to read into it and absorb the bigger
I was wandering through a food court at university when 9-11 happened, people huddled around the tv's hanging from the ceiling...most thinking it was
a movie or other...
I wasn't upset, yet, I was dreamy and have no clue what I did for the rest of the day. I seemed to have floated through the day in total.
Later it upset me, days later. My mood was a different story then. It was as if my emotions were only effected by those around me.
Yet, at the time of watching it, I KNEW deep down, it was fake..FAKE !! It to me was a movie, frame by frame, even the trusted news personnel were
like actors in a play to me as I watched others gasping and grabbing their cellphones. I walked past in a fog, unemotional and uneffected.