reply to post by kinda kurious
Hello Kinda Kurious
Yes, well I do have beliefs, but they mostly are based on observing all faiths, taking the primal actions of a god out of the equation (why would we
need to better our self if god thee self is primal, egotistical, jealous, prideful ect). We are to better ourselves because thee is better then those
I think many miss the mark because they arent really seeking what their own reasoning's figures out, they read and accept. The bible says (just for
example) to not use mans own reasoning's. I see big red flag there and I saw this as a child as well.
A couple of years ago I broke away and allowed myself the freedom that if there is a higher self that I am a part of, then I have my logic, reasoning
and understanding here with me for this very reason....to figure out the nature of what would divine mean.
It is a path I will be on always and I now know, never to be 100% on anything besides the idea that I will likely be surprised over and over.
My mothers NDE was the icing on the cake for me, for the convincing of reincarnation. I had been studying the idea alot before that....but it really
tipped my absolute (99% sure) that this could be the way everything, and I mean everything works. I share her experience when I can because I feel it
is only right to do so and she feels the same way.
It was harder to accept that I was going to walk a lonely road in my belief then what it was to accept a book as truth because I had no social support
(people and church). But....this is where the grace of humbleness taught me...a path is a lonely one, in order to assure it is a personal path and not
another mans path one is following.
People say....well you just dont like the rules in the bible, you dont like that god is in control and will judge you one day. I saw my mother,
humbly, judge her own self with a divine eye. She recognized her wrongs and it was only her who had issues with those wrongs....there wasnt no one
telling her anything or a outsider (god, satan, angels) judging her. She wasnt looking at herself with a eye of flesh that is blinding, but through a
pure thought, she was seeing herself and how different things effected her actions, her pride, her hates, ect.....
The humbleness that I saw in her was the purest thing I have ever seen on this Earth. It was like her entire life was flashing before her and she was
in taking it all at once. It was very overwhelming for her also....but she was then comforted by angels and Michael and even the cheribms. I think the
same creatures exists in every religions, yet are called different things. I think the creatures and forms of angels are a part of a beings mind
Through my inner seeking, I kept feeling called to the nature around me, to observe how it all returns to a source. This process is everywhere in the
entire universe....all the way down to black holes having their place.
Then, I realized, all bad things have their place also, at least for this space and time.
If all we knew was daytime, how would we know how thankful to be for it without the night. If all we knew was every one loves and cares....how would
we know how lucky we would have it without something to remind us the opposite of it. There has to be a forest to separate the light, so we can
distinguish. Same with all religion, there are dark natures in many of them, but the point of this is missed. Its not that god is primal, but to
realize, Thee is OH SO DIFFERENT then that. This is why I say, the bible is the best and most dangerous book at the same time. One can learn the
difference of a primal nature (OT god) and a divine nature (mostly in the NT but the Holy spirit's nature is also usually shown as divine). People
accept all natures claimed to be of god as god...I feel this is wrong and people are not discerning (which is what we are to do). Why would god allow
such a thing to happen?? Again, its not god allowing it, it is man allowing it. But yet, still, the beautiful thing about that book....is the divinity
IS in there....you just have to weigh the vine from the seed.
Why would all the answers be givin...that would defeat our purpose of discerning and learning about our own nature also. If god is jealous, then there
is no reason for us to not try to be.
Does this make sense?
The best advice for all discerning is to 'weigh a vine by its seed'. Would a wrathful jealous almighty all knowing god be from a seed that is the
light of divinity? What is divine? Can it be swayed, can it be tempted, can it be angered? I say no, it can not....and religions only can grasp a
little bit of what god is without mans idea of primal thinking (such as a demanding punishing jealous god) seeping into the picture.
All one has to do is dare to ask.....dare to humble yourself before divinity, and ask from your most sincere self, if this divine killed babies in
Egypt to prove a point, ordered man to kill nations for land. Then ask, is there any reason for divinity to be jealous. When you understand the
greatness of divinity, it has no reason to be jealous, it is not tempted. It is like a force that follows order, not some entity making one decision
today and then another decision tomorrow. Course then you get into issues of praying and if its even right to assume the path isnt perfect and you
should dare ask god to change something in your life.
I have my own rabbit hole and enjoy exploring it very much now. I am very thankful that for whatever reason, something inside of me seemed to of came
alive and broke chains in my mind from my upbringing, I feel these thoughts have freed my mind from a slave like idea that involved forced to beings.
I feel more a part of Thee and more worthy of Thee then ever and its beautiful and wonderful. Here, we can deny that we are a part of this divinity,
but in what I would call our light bodies, to deny god is only to deny our self of our own existence. We then see, we must continue through the
sifting, to learn about our truest nature, which is divinity minus the physical body.
Believing in reincarnation is not a easy way out like religions throw it off to be., The idea that I might have to come back to a physical world and
forget all that I have learned AGAIN scares the living life out of me. The funny thing is, I also believe that if I do learn what I need to, discern
what I need to, I might come back as a choice to help another soul. Ones choices then seem to follow a order of doing what needs to be done, not
because it is what we want. I dont expect others to just believe me, I say...seek it for your own self.
Sorry for rambles....I do love to discuss thoughts and ideas with others...your probably thinking 'boy did I open a can of worms with LeoVirgo'
*smiles*....I hope my thoughts werent too far out there! Sorry also for going WAY off topic!