posted on May, 11 2009 @ 01:14 AM
The demon, or whatever it was, was standing beside my bed. It was wearing a drum, like a rat-tat-tatter in a marching band. A single drum that played
a single beat. Rat-tat, rat-tat, rat-tat, rat-tat-tat-tat-tat, rat-tat, rat-tat, until my dad told me it didn't exist.
A stereo with dual cassette. Portable with an antennae grey all over in different shades. Any new electronics were ordered out of the sears catalogue.
One tape was recording onto another. One tape was longer than another. One tape was60 mins, and the other was 90 mins. So, with 45 and 30 available,
one 15 minute fellow was left with nothing to do but record what was in the room. Poor guy, couldn't switch sides by himself. A silence, then a
rhythmic hum, almost generically startrek, recorded in a room in some weird sick twisted joke. Was it the warp drive in startrek or was it the warp
drive in reality?
Not long after, a dream...with people in it. They were known. One, the author had apparently given the right to represent heaven. she invited me up,
but when i ascended, i was scared.
It was Saturday. a video game was rented on thursday, and played for three days. So then how could it be Saturday? there was no way it was saturday
if sunday had already been seen. A trigger. Snap. I am in control.
Not long after, It looked down on himself, but didn't care. I'll go to space for a bit, then. It got scared and turned back. It bounced once it hit
Awakening with a great weight scared him. A justification, and an anger ensued, followed by an attempt. He moved his arm onto his abdomen and looked
about the room in defiance.
He was considered great by his peers, which added to his shame.
Do not lay your hands on him, 10 year old boy, you have a demon in you, is what was said to him at a very important time.
His sense of infallibility became weakness, and both it and he succombed to the lies it told himself. His crystal meth addiction was not to last, as
he found the bible, yet lost his mind.
Show me where to go, Answers, because i have faith in you. Faith, said Answers, in a voice as real as these words.
That was the last he ever heard from Answers, and as it has faded away, so has he.
I may be done with you, Jesus.
-soldier/slave of discontent.