posted on May, 11 2009 @ 11:52 AM
reply to post by BiohazardsBack
I went through this, also. It's your Higher self chasing you, the 'Dweller on the Threshold.' It occurred with me for about 6 months, and it
clearly let me know I was on the wrong track, heading into regions of selfishness and (secret or unknown) dislike.
read the entire thread (unlike others), and it's absolutely clearcut. There are other entities in the dream realm, but you are
being giving the 'face of fear,' which haunts and chases you. You need to look inside and make some changes, or it will not change. I read quite a
bit about it, and that explained a few things (30 some yrs. ago), but what did change things was, it all hit head-on at once. Suddenly, my problems
were solved: they all came together at once! Over a period of time, I changed, for they clearly showed my self-centeredness...a real problem.
So, look inside. You already admitted you weren't fond of your mum, and that's a clue (good one!). Well, after things settled down, I began to
consider others more, and then got to work on the self expression. I didn't have the 'chaser' after me anymore...but I did meet some angelic like
being who would guide and instruct me (boy howdy!), and made me excited to sleep, perchance to dream. The same being, 'The Dweller on the
(you're Higher self)...there watching at all times.
My guess, you have gifts and talents that could be put to use, which you are perhaps neglecting. Concentration on just the self is a lower state:
consideration of the others about you (all life), help expand the inner feelings. You aren't alone anymore...and expect no rewards...except perhaps
less running while sleeping!