reply to post by Primordal
Primordal, I read your post and it struck a chord with me; Not because I feel the same, but I think I know some of what you feel.
I want to make a suggestion. I want you to consider the possibility that our future is somewhat like quantum physics -- that you can change your
direction and you timeline simply by looking at it.
What if it were so that we visualized our future and that made it more so?
Sure, that even sounded fuzzy to me, and I'm really fuzzy tolerant.
If you have gotten bad news, I am sorry. Not just something to say, I truly am sorry, but I can do you more GOOD [in my world] by thinking good
things for you, and in that same fractured world, you can do good for yourself by thinking the same.
I had a blood clot in my leg the day before my 51st birthday in April. I knew exactly what it was. Doctor says, "yes, well, it's likely a clot,
but not the interior vein, which is good." It's gone, the swelling is gone. I'm not telling you that I "thought" it away {though I tried},
nor that God took it away {though I prayed}....... I'm telling you that I didn't see me dying in my future. Not yet. Too soon for you too,
don't you think?
What do you want to do? Do it. What can you do without? Chuck it. What would fill your heart with joy? Find it and nuture it, because you
can grow old with it [or them].
ALL best