Originally posted by pieman
but you see, the thing is, that video is all about how enlightened you are, it's not about you enlightening others. it's all about you.
Well, again, this is your perception. I suspect in some life I had that status, and well, I do not need followers they often times displace their own
troubles onto the other person. However I believe if we do no share our "PERSONAL" experiences humans are lost. And to date I have heard lots
about your judgement and thoughts, but little about your personal experience and feelings, except that it is hard for you to share them.
It is like the guy who got all worked up on YouTube and sent me endless amounts of hate mail because he saw Guru on my account. Well first, I am none
of the other categories on YouTube, I am not really a Director, or a Reporter, and I decided to use Guru.
And I am a Guru, I am teaching myself stuff every moment, and I switch it up at every moment. And in my life I am the first person asked in times of
trouble because insights for them from me are outside the box, and they is why most of my friendships will last many many years, or the ones I let
stay, I reject alot of people, we are not right for each other and it would be damaging for us to be in each others lives.
However this other person has a whole different meaning of Guru. He see something else. He might not care if he chooses Director and is not one. He
chooses to displace onto me his perceptions of what a Guru is. And he let that get in front of a honest exchange of four little Letters.
You are no different. I share with you a real conversation from my real life, from a friend over over 12 years. However my friends know, that I can
take it as well as give it, but they best be prepared to have their position thought out before they go there, and if they make their case, I will
divert, I listen and adopt well thought out arguments, and if they get mad at me they know that in the middle of the night, and I have proved this
even with ex-gf, that I am capable of putting aside my own needs to assist in that moment.
See, in my opinion, this is where we divert. We are both connected on some level. When you displace onto me an assertion that I am trying to build a
cult because I share a video to evoke discussion, you are in effect making a judgement based on very little information. When in fact there was no
need for that judgement, it serves neither of us.
What I think you might be reacting to, is that way I bantered my friend, however that is my nature, and I suspect that is why I am his friend. He
knows my nature, it is predictable and he knows my nature as in not having any motives, I am just divining, I seldom think as much as I use to, and I
am not interested in thinking any more, or planning, I just want to divine, absorb and reflect.
He had a dream one night, he did not knows I was meditating to uncover the knowledge of bi-location, and he must have on some level picked that up and
had a dream there was four of me around a coffee table engaging him, and he said, as sorry, I could just not handle four of you. He remarked and
laughed to this after this conversation.
So now I wonder. If we are connected on some level. And you cannot sense my intent, and know my lack of malice in producing this video. That inters
you are energetically blocked, and do not trust people, and I think it takes a long time in life to see we are just "people among people", as one
older man reminded me as he was falling asleep in his Chinese food at the restaurant the other day.
So, well, I know me. If friends bothered to see this video, they would go, whew, yeah, that is a scale of 20 out of 100 in some of the conversations
we have. I am not a shallow guy, I enjoy discussing the nuts and bolts when I feel inspired. That is just me. Obviously it is not you. And if that
approach leave me alone, well I hope that others find the people they need for them.
So I hope you do as well, because obviously I am not for you, and that is ok, if I had 5% of the people who I meet stick to my life, I would have no
time for myself, I just meet too many people. I do not worry about the other 95% who float through.
And so you know, I will float the most out there approach, and often in real life take the most radical position, to learn about my own experience.
Best of luck in your travels, and please jump into any thread of mine any time you want, but please, is there a way to just share your personal
experiences instead of forming a judgement, I am just sharing, and invoking discussion, a catalyst if you will, that is what I enjoy. If it stresses
you, there is this neat block feature and I just go from your reality.