posted on Apr, 26 2004 @ 08:24 PM
No problemo KayEm!
Im not quite sure what you mean by "star complex" but I am normally the center of attention, wether I want to be or not lol.
I dont consider myself of any sort of "movie star" quality, and I dont really have any want to be in films/plays/etc.
One of my friends has said that he had a dream like this once, so maybe its just my age bracket?
Lets see, lets see, more experiences..
My most recent (about 5 days ago) also happens to be my saddest dream ever lol, I woke up with sobbing and the pillow was already wet from all my
sleep-crying.. Hope you have the patience to read all this!!!!
Started out with a title page, was underwater with bubbles kinda going up the side of the "screen" (hehe)
I dont quite remember what the words said, I just remember that they were there..
Starts out in a "Gambling Parlor" where this boy (who doesnt appear to be me, but still may be my unconscious rep. of my self) and his mother keep
gambling machines for people to use. They are quite poor, until a big spending customer comes in and places a big losing bet.. The boy (lets call him
Nick).. Nicks mom asks him what he wants her to do with the money, and he asks to be sent to pre-bootcamp camp. Doesnt really explain why, but just
says that he wants to go.
So his mother makes arrangements, and he leaves (he packs nothing) for a house in what appears to be West Texas. To get there, he has to swim to the
center of a lake, and then there is a house that once you in it, has tons of land all around it (one of those nonsensical dream things).. So he gets
there, and the lady tells him that his room is up with the "brothers".. He goes up to the very top room and opens the door to find two similiar
looking guys looking out the window.
Nick walks up the boys, and asks what they are looking at, and they point outside of a mesh covered window to bright ghostie like things walking
around in the darkness. All three boys watch the ghosts and they walk around on the camp property, until one of the ghosts see's the boys. Nick and
the brothers panic because they know that if the ghost knows they are there, it can come to get them.
They duck down below the window and prepare for the worst. During this time, Nick and one of the brothers kinda become "INSTABESTFRIENDS" and grab
each others hand, squeezing in anticipation (nothing sexual here probably, just in case you were gonna point that out hehe).
A big chunk of the dream outlines these two boys (Nick and one of the brothers) becoming the absolute best friends that anyone could ever be. They are
always together, swim in the lake everyday, talk about everything, and are so close that its almsot like they are the brothers or maybe even the same
So they are going around happily, until the head mistress tells Nick that his mom ran out of money, and so he has to go back home. In the dream, Nick
starts crying because he knows that this means he will have to leave behind the best/and probably only friend hes over had behind, and stay at home.
He explains to his friend (Lets call him John) and John is deeply saddened too..
So they both swim out, and catch a train to Nicks house, where they quietly wait for his mom to come downstairs to greet him.. They realize that if
Nick/John can win at any of the gambling machines, that Nick would be able to stay at the camp!
So they have 6 coins, and each of them takes three.. They play them all, and neither wins anything.. The reality that they will probably never see
each other again sinks in, and there are tears aplenty.
So John returns to camp, and Nick (not absolutely crushed) stays with his mom.. Later in the dream, Nick decides that if he joins the navy, like John
had planned to do, then maybe he has a chance of being reunited with him.
So Nick goes to do this "Swimming test" once, and fails miserably (the camera angle here is an instructor on a far away boat with binoculars.. so I
was looking through binoculars in this part).. He vows to try again, because he cant just give up the best and only friend hes ever had to fate. So he
tries a second time, and does better, but still not good enough to get in.. The instructor takes pity on him and suggests that he just stop here,
because he'll get hurt if he goes much farther.
Nick doesnt listen, and tries ONE LAST TIME, with all the energy/emotion in his body, he pushes. He blows through the water, leaving all his
competitors in his wake. Faster than anyone of the instructors had her seen, he finally got done fast enough to join the Navy..
However, he pushed so hard, that his heart burst a valve, and he was bleeding to death internally.. (there is depressing dramatic music playing at
this point).. So they take him to the infirmirary, at which time, John hears of Nicks troubles, and goes to visit him.. Just as Nick is dying, John
enters the room, with just enough time to say goodbye and see each other one last time.. Nicks heart ceases to work, and he dies with his only friend
he ever had near him, and got to talk to him that one last time.
It went on a little longer, showing what they did witht he body/what happened to John.. Credits rolled (just standard credits) and I woke up feeling
sadder than I think I ever have before.. I cant even explain how it made me feel, even though it was a dream that didnt even have me in it lol
Like I said, this was my most recent, and probably one of the more detailed out of all my Movie dreams..
Oh! And sometimes they will play again, the EXACT SAME as they were the first time.. I actually now know one of the songs in "The spiders paw" now
Oh, and I think im Scorpio.. Nov. 13.. Dont really know about all that stuff.