posted on May, 2 2009 @ 12:58 PM
Years ago, my brother told my mother as a teenager he had spoken an incantation to summon a demon from a dc or marvel comic book as a teenager, and
that he had seen it and was terrified. He was apologizing to her for all the turbulence that he feels was related to that for years that followed in
the family, thinking it was his fault, with tears in his eyes. When I questioned him, he denied the entire thing.
Then a few years ago I'd had a strange series of "dreams" that happened day or night, where I would suddenly find all my energy gone and be on the
couch in no time, and drift to someplace else. But unlike a normal dream it was lucid and I was able to consciously chose to react in certain ways,
but they were more intuitive, as if with greater knowledge at times, and I could force myself out of it. There was a beautiful dark lord type guy,
who considered himself a judge on us, and I had a sword that woke people up. He wanted me to be his wife, and it was quite a difficult thing. I
thought he was the devil. In any case, I spent time breaking free of many holds, including being chained to the wall of this lower dimensional type
cave like place, and breaking free with my sword swinging and cascading light everywhere. I was asked about the sword. I was told they were in a war
with the light and that I gathered we were callatoral of sorts.
I kept trying to convince them to chose to be happy, to reach for a real life, holding a lovers hand, sharing warmth and joy with another, growth and
evolution for their souls, that they probably had family and loved ones trying to free them. I also kept asking for angel help. And could sense them
watching over the situation and was told I was doing fine.
Now, I thought I was losing it totally, and couldn't make sense of the dreams/experience. I didn't believe it could be real except for two
One, it occurred in the bath, and when I was being pulled into sleep I almost drowned, so I fought to wake up and get my energy back. I thought of
random things, such as "green apples make lovely pie" and other such nonsense, but it woke me up. Only to have the house in an uproar, the kids
fighting tooth and nail, and my computer, on the floor under the desk, knocked over! And his words came to me, "when I come to visit, pay attention
to me!" Well that alarmed me and made it far worse.
Then my somewhat psi teenager, drew me aside and told me that he wasn't sure if it was ghost or something , but there was someone in my room, sitting
on my bed, and he called him a judge. He described a man that looked like the one in my "dreams" with curly dark hair to his shoulders, late 30s to
In the end, the last episode was when the energy was pulled out so strongly and I fell asleep, deeply, and dreamed it. I couldn't even speak or ask
for help, and an angel came. He was around 9 foot tall, and I like a child behind him, with long silvery white/blond hair. He faced the other and
looked so stern as if to say, you have gone to far. I didn't hear the words, but felt them. Then he said to climb onto his back, and we lifted into
the sky. They were preparing to battle, but the moment I touched him, this incredible, pure joy, came through me and it woke me up. I think angels
bring the joy of heaven.
In any case, this time, I was having a hard time going to sleep, and feeling agitated. I saw some colored lights, like a green and reddish light,
streak in the dark corner of my bedroom which alarmed me. I decided I was imaging the whole thing and was trying to settle off to sleep, with my eyes
close and just as I was drifting off, I saw in my mind that guy again. And then the words as if a frustrated urgent plea, "help me be free from my
prison and be free, take me to the light". So, I woke up fully and decided it wasn't wise to talk to him in my mind, because I didn't want to be
tricked or open a line of communication to him. So, I prayed and asked for God and the angels to come and assist him if he truly needed help being
free, but to keep me safe from any opening or trick he may be pulling. Then , finally I went to sleep.