Reply to lightchild
Do you fear death?
In all honesty no i dont fear death. Infact i have a strange gutt feeling that i will live for a very long time.
I have an even stronger feeling that i am going to experiance a very special event and be part of it.
It's very hard to explain.
Some event's in my life that i could and should have died or been in great peril that i walked away from are as follow's.
I was involved in a serious car accident as a child i was about nine year's old. I was on the motorway and a car slammed on infront my dad he swerved
the car to miss the vehicle infront.
This is the point where i went into what felt like a dream. Everything went white and time slowed down. I compare this white light and strange dream
like sensation to my first abudction.
The rest of this information came from my dad.
A lorry smashed into my side as full speed.
This knocked me and my dad and the car off a the motorway and down a huge embankment. the car was crushed like a sardine can and my leg's were
crushed in the metal and i could not get out.
Now i remember snapping out of it.
I saw a women in a blue dress she walked over to me and held my hand and told me i was going to be fine.
The emergency services arrived cut me out of the car and took me to hospital they were very concered about my condition when they saw the car.
However when i got to the hospital i was scanned and x rayed there were no broken bone's at all.
All i had was a gash that needed stitches on the rear left of my head.
My dad only had a small scratch behind his ear.
I asked my dad about the lady in the blue dress he was lost for word's and he explained there was nobody there.
Fourteen year's later i was involved in another car crash this time with me at the wheel i lost control going around a corner the road surface had
oil on it from a bus that drove the local route.
I went into a concrete lamp post that fell down onto the top of my car.
I again experianced this loss of time and again the only wound i had was on the rear left side of my head.
The odd thing about it was that the car was a right hand drive and my head went thru the window to my right.
Yet the scare was on the left side in the same identical place as fourteen year's previous.
There was nothing wrong with the right side of my head. I even tried winding the window up thinking it must have been down in the confusion.
bahahahahah the car was a real mess.
In Iraq i had many many scrapes and lucky escape's but it was only when i got home that i realised and remembered them in detail.
When your in a place like that doing your job your brain adjust's and it seem's very normal.
It's only when you get home and have time to adjust that you realise how close you came.
A strange metalic item appeared when i was over there. it was a blob of what looked like silver. It had what i can only describe as an angel on it and
on the back in capital's it had the word strength written on it.
I can not account for where this item came from but it did give me strength.
I am not religious at all but this item was very special to me.
I gave it to my girlfreind's sister when my nephew passed away and she placed it with his ashes so i dont have any picture's of it im afraid.
There is only one time where i could consider that they actually staged something. But i am not certain and would tread very carefully if i ever
I would not be willing to post it here because if i was wrong in my assumption's it would be a very wrong thing to say indeed.
[edit on 1-5-2009 by h3akalee]