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She had me look at it again.
She pealed back the memories like skin of an onion.
As I recounted the memory I had an intense pain.
She cleared induced pain memory block.
Then the memory melted away just as if it were a screen.
Some one had their hand on the sides of my head.
I think that they were inducing vision of the woman.
It revealed a row of exam tables in a semi circle.
I was on one along with others.
They had some clear plastic jell filled apradus over me.
I don't know weather to belive the lie that I remember.
The lie that was revieled.
Or did something completely diffrent happen.
When you are given Hypnosis its hard to trust anything that comes out of it.
I don't know if she was trying to help me cope with it.
Maybe I was trying to cope with it.
Or it was the stark reallity of what actually took place.
All I can say that she helped me get threw the constant flashbacks.
It did have a cost.
I lost all sence that I could trust the memories regained by hypnosis.
Were they mine.
Or what they wanted me to remember. (abductors)
Or what Mufon was confortable with me remebering.
I found that I could trust know one.
Even my self.
My wife started recounting something that she remembered about the new mexico incident that I did not.
She was recounting it with a glazed look on her face.
Something prompted me to say something that was out of character for me to say. I blurted it out. I wished I had seen it coming. I would have stuck
a sock in my mouth. But there it was hanging in the air. "Do you remember????"
Then she looked at me like I had heart her or something.
The glazed look went away.
She said. "Haa what?"
It triggered something in her.
To this day she can not finish the sentience she was about to complete.
If you were with someone.
And they start talking about it.
Wrap some duct tape over your mouth.
Bite down on something firmly.
Remain in control.
Don't allow something to spill out that might trigger a reaction from the other person.
At least until they finish what they have to say.
Originally posted by defiler
I suggest to focus on the abductions that happened when you were awake.
And can anyone remember what type of aliens they saw besides the gray and
the golden ones ?
In just normal recall.
7'6" - 8' very slender.
Black with a seamless form fitted suit .
Over sized black helmet with a red stripe on it.
They were my handler's.
Gentle & caring.
They would take the time to reason with me.
I would take a bullet for "one" of them if it came to it.
He had a human sounding name.
His mannor of spech was strange.
He would speak very slowly & stretch out the words as he spoke them.
It was not verbal as far as I can tell.
At the time I had on a like helmet so it could have been a speaker in the helmet. I really don't know for sure.
When I spoke to him during training I would touch the left side of my neck.
There was a button there on my suit.
We wore breather back packs.
There was a button formed into the suit that rested in my left hand.
This was in New Mexico.
The second was unreal.
It was cloaked at the time.
All I could see was the heat distortion around its form.
I was not so tall.
5'5" and had a human like form.
I had normal proportions.
I was allowed to speak to it before it put the zap on me.
I still wonder if this is one of our special op's guys.
But now as I bring that up to you.
It spoke in tongue clicks & pops of the lips.
It was a verbal sound.
Both repeated the same sentence that they said to me.
When it moved it moved in jerky movements.
This was the incident at two locations in Michigan
After that the tree's turned white in the yard.
These are the only #2 I have seen with out the aid of Hypnosis.
I will shut up & let you all have at it for a while.
Unless there are health issues.
I am whooped after this typing this post.
I will be checking in regularly --- Watcher
[edit on 4/27/2009 by n120by60w]