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Ok... thanks for the info. I will look up Dr. Boylan. I have read some stuff about Starchildren and Indigos in the past. I just wonder why
everything stopped. I have never seen anything about that. Not that I looked forward to being abducted, it's just kinda strange that the whole
thing came to a halt after I confronted them the last time.
The last experience was really different because as it was beginning I committed myself to not “blacking out” and really resisting control so that
I could consciously remember the whole experience. It didn’t really work because the moment I crossed the threshold of the ship I went out again.
I’m a little jealous of all these people who can remember the whole thing. I would really like to know some answers about my role in all of this
and I was going to press them for those answers. If they gave them, I’ll never know. I don’t want to go down the hypnotic regression avenue
because I don’t want any of my memories tainted by possible hypnotic suggestion or confabulation. Now that we are getting closer to what
“feels” like a big event in humankind’s future, I guess I would like to know what all those years of abduction were about. I was getting so
close to coming to grip with it all and then it abruptly stopped.
There also was another thing that happened in my life at the same time; I made a commitment to fully embrace my pagan beliefs, which were always
present anyway, and became more active in performing ritual work. I pulled the rug out from the last bits of Christianity that I had been hanging on
to, now viewing Jesus as more of a profit and Shaman than the sole path to divinity. I have always felt as though there was some religious bent to
the whole abduction thing but it isn’t completely clear what it is yet.
I wonder sometimes about some people’s beliefs that Aliens are somehow demonic. If I fully moved into my pagan spiritual path, could that have
affected their desire to visit? Was that a good thing for them or a bad thing? It’s all a mystery, but I would like to find one other person who
was a life long abductee who had their abductions abruptly stop. I want to compare notes and figure out if we had anything in common that might have
caused the change.
Since the end of the abductions, I have explored blood types and other odd phenomena about by family. I am AB- and have a weird genotype in which I
have an O- father and an AB mother. I have 7 cousins who are almost all AB-, a statistical impossibility. We appear to all be CIS-AB or CIS-AB
neg. This is a genotype that causes both the A and B proteins to be present in the blood even though on of our alleles should be O due to our
fathers. This blood type is very rare and only appears in Asian populations when it occurs at all. I am Welsh, French on the funky blood side and
Scottish, English, German on my dad’s side. My wife is 37 and O negative. She looks very very young, like a teenager. I have gone to testing or
finding out many of the people who are close to me in life and have also found out that most of them are Rh negative!?!
I have these weird eyes, very iridescent blight blue with really dark rings around my irises. Again, every cousin of mine has identical eyes. People
frequently come up to me and comment that my eyes are either amazingly beautiful or creepy and vampire like. Some people are just afraid of me
(especially black people). I get called a vampire a LOT. I don’t know where people get that from. I am 41 years old and look about 25. I seem
to have stopped aging in my appearance!?! I’m not going to complain about that. I have an IQ that when tested usually hits the top of the chart.
The last test I took maxed out at 160 and I measured a 158 which was one question wrong, an arguably trick question.
Recently I started doing vampire energy work under the guidance of an acquaintance of mine, Michelle Bellenger who is somewhat well known from her
psychic work on the TV show Paranormal State. We had a ritual two weeks ago in which so much energy was raised that it was insane. Afterwards, my
psychic abilities went absolutely nuts. I could pretty much read anyone’s mind who was within my vicinity. I have now been studying her books to
enhance my abilities to the level that they used to be.
In studying my genealogy over the last few years I expected nothing remarkable to turn up, but as it turns out my family was involved in many key
religious upheavals in western Europe, and that is just the stuff I know about. It’s all very weird and I really want to understand all of it.
After I got into the Rh negative blood studies I met a lot of people online here living all over the country who are connected one way or another to
me or my family. One girl I have become close to, like a sister, was positive we must have known each other before. She is also an abductee, O-,
weird eyes, all that. She is in New York and I am in Michigan so it didn’t seem practical that we knew each other before. I took a half hour of
going through names of people I knew before we figured out that we had met back in around 2000 at a party here in Michigan through a common friend of
both of ours. We also used to run in the same circles but never formally got to know each other. Weird huh? We have been tracing family lines
back and finding all sorts of connections with each other mystical blood lines.
We both, among other Rh negatives, have a deep connection with dolphins (corny I know) but true. When I go to dolphin exhibits and stand by the tank
window they all come up to me and strut. I have only ever swam in the ocean one time in my life, in the gulf off the cost of Ft. Meyers beach. When
I swam out I was immediately greeted by a dolphin circling me which scared the crap out of me at first (thought they it was a shark fin for a second).
I was relieved when I saw a dolphin looking at me from about 4 feet away. I was a little nervous because this was a wild animal and I wasn’t 100%
sure I was safe but I was happy it wasn’t a shark and I have heard that dolphins drive sharks away. I still can’t believe the experience… it
was so surreal to be greeted in nature that way.
Anyway… I have babbled on long enough. Weird stuff in my life. I presently work as a scientist / engineer in the nati