I was a Gray Alien in past life

reply to post by lowki

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I am wondering what you are preparing for in the next few years, for example, are you working on ascensional issues, and preparation for coastal disasters? I know this thread has a real awareness component to it. I also sense you are who you say you are in source, though this is not necessarily you're original source. That goes further back yet again. But in a sense, its like Prime Creator who is always discovering She is the Child of another Creation, and thus our own sources may be more mysterious than our current awareness offers.

Are greys all siding with the leaders, and working towards the reset button, and control or are many broken away and working towards unity with the Federation?

And do you know anything about what is actually happening when doing work to raise our frequencies, such as meditation or listening to the starseed music. I made a thread about waking up. I dont want to link it in respect of the work in this one which is good, but I'm listing all the things I can think of to give people awareness. Theres still some more to go when I have more time.

However one thing that happens to me is, I feel someone adjusting something on my head, that causes more vibrations, and while its happened, I've asked for identification. I have had that. I know several names of my advisors, however. Do you know what the greys do when they portal in like that as well, because I've had 3D surgery done, not knowing for sure what was happening except I felt pain, behind my eye, and on my head, and felt a rush of liquid, ie..... I know what it is.

My friend explained that this wasn't some higher dimensional subtle thing that I had thought, but that they portal in and actually change our perspective, so we're no aware of what is occurring, and they're doing 3D implants.

Could you possibly explain this and also, is there any way to say, most respectively, BUZZ OFF! to them when they do this?? There have been battles down over this, it clears up and then back again. And I don't know how to deal with them at all. It's not my nature to want to attack or blast them with some huge light wave, or anything like my friends keep saying. I actually care about their well being too, but don't wish them to do this to me, top dog me in any way.

Sa'l me't ja' rin
love and light

[edit on 17-10-2009 by Unity_99]

you can just wish for it, and it will come.


I wished when I was 12 to become enlightened,
14 to recall my past lives,
when I was 19 became enlightened,
dissolving in a puddle of light is what it felt like anyhow,
followed by a torrent of information that had me blogging for over 10 MB worth of text.

when I was 20 got past life regression.
I've already managed to recover a lot of them,
and integrating future ones.

Can really comprehend how it be in the eternal present.


So can you.
Cast the magic spell.
It will manifest.

Physical life is but a more stable dream.

Well I figure the prime source be nothing.
the Stillness and tranquility of null.
from which all else derives.


As this thread goes to show,
as well as many other sources,
there are many different grays,
with different agendas.

some work with leaders, some are their own leaders.


some probably are.


the light body or aura changes color,
be a related event.


I've had similar sensations,
my parents and I from their influence,
just brushed off as headaches.


that would only elaborate tunnel of possibility.

move to a different frequency where they are not.
through meditation,
zen followed by metta works for me.

all the painful spirits of the lower realms stay in their vibration.

When consisting of pure joy and bliss, only joyful and blissful people and entities can interact with me.


Battle be a quantum binding, interaction only increases the channels between you.


Ya that's a form of play,
though they(your friends, and the mental entities they play with) might find it entertaining,
it's just falling further into a mental trap,
or walking deeper into their forest,
away from the present moment,
which be what your physical body senses.

I went so deep at some point, I was almost in constant pain, all over my body, from a whole range of sensations.

anyhow, being in the present moment, truely really helps


we be infinite.
they are a part of us or you.
will always be.


Appreciating the present physical moment.
Find the beauty in a rock, a plant, an animal, a person.

Distract yourself from mental imaginings
with sending love and appreciation to what your physical body experiences.

even the walls can feel your love, and reflect it to you,
make your home a vibrational stronghold of peace and good thoughts.
Surround yourself with constructive messages of the path you like to be on.

[edit on 19-10-2009 by lowki]

I was waiting for you answer, and totally agree that its a waste of time to engage in the battles some talk of, though they do happen, when you ask for help from Prime Creator, and have cleared the negatives for ages, before it starts again. And I keep being told I need to balance myself and wake up, to what??? battle mode, balance myself because I believe that all will be seeking love and light and that spreading this, or joy is the best method? Any way, with the memories and sense of who I am I never get this battle mode, in fact feel that its as an expression of love and happiness that we need to shine our lights.



She's answered me, when I was praying, and was in tears in no time, awed, and in shock. Divine Mother really is there for us.



I get headaches alot though. But with the ascension work I've been doing, things chagned in my expereinces, which involved some memories of abdcutions, and family members who experienced missign time and wounds at the same time. Also, greeting and sitings. One of the strange memories which involved other family members started out as an abduction but ended up in a large deepspace craft/station. No greys at that point, these were zetans, and handing in a report, and I understand we were intercepted somehow. This happened to my friend as well.

With the awareness expanding, since the ascensional work began, names are given for the first time, of my advisors. And, things changed quite a bit. But what is happening isn't merely about raising your frequency to avoid the abductions, that is the goal, no doubt. But what happens for many who are doing this, the ones who are more controlling show up and want to put you back into a state of control. Hence, despite my own unwillingness to fight this, there has been battles done, and it will be cleared for a while, weeks or even nearly 2 months.

When you are in a more aware state, your frequency increased, you may notice before sleep, or wake up during, and experience acutal hands holding your head firmly, and something akin to real surgeory, and a rush of fluid. Yet be in an altered state, so it seems subtle. I was told this was real 3D implant surgeory taking place. I was also told that common courtesy and protocol means, when you experience anything, you should ask for them to identify themselves. I've corrective procedures done, and was told the name of 2 other advisors afterwards because my friend wrote this indentification procedure to me and was told.

So, the frequencies that we are attaining to, not only can make our awareness flower forth, but can reveal more of the matrix as well, whats hidden there, such as the surgeories, orange flashes outside, which may look as if it goes down a visor, and it does really. This is common stealthing technology. Raising our awareness, our vibrations, opens up a whole new world. So, what appears to be a headache while lying down and meditating or going to sleep, may be something else.



Yes, even more than negatives or abductions, this is the work. Working to raise our frequency, chakra mediations, heart chakra meditations, sending out the love and light frequency, and trying to maintain this emission. Meditating on aspects of nature. I stepped on a snail, accidentally. I'm usually careful and turn on the outside light briefly to see if its clear. I had done a meditation on a snail and had actively asked for it to reveal its life's purpose, and to help me unlock earth's living library, as one of the pleiadian authros suggested. I ended up with an incredible experience in meditation where this blond lyrean man told me he had been making a pilgramage, and that we had to be very careful with all aspects of nature, all creatures great and small. That he was my teacher. To pay attention more. Then we ran through a forrest together, and out to the other side, I saw a sky filled with pinks and golden touches, purple, like nebulas, and twin moons, it was incredible, and as we stood on this cosmic gateway, it felt, he said, that he would be my teacher, I had only to ask.

But these moments get forgotten in real life, and for some reason always feel like I'm beign a burden should I ask, always feel like I shouldnt be bothering such great guides.

[edit on 19-10-2009 by Unity_99]

lowki and Unity_99,
Did any of you read this book?:
www.courtneybrown.com...

LOL reading this thread is like reading a comic (except for the grammatical and spelling errors of the thread). Some dude asked howe he would come into the next life- "in battle mode"?

Im like how did you come inot this world??? You were a baby...did you think you needed to be in battle mode right off the bat? LOL Jeez.

lowki, quick question,

if TPTB were to release a deadly virus strain, what do you see as being the most successful way for the populace to withstand such an epidemic??

the populace or a populace.

a populace, will withstand. it is rare, if at all, that a species is wiped out by one or even several diseases. There are always those with mildly alternative perspectives, that still count as species, yet are immune or bypass problem.

the populace, is your populace, the people you know and care about;
family, close friends and relatives.

now that is up to you.
you have to get from here,
where they are (at least relatively) healthy,
through a place where (other people, you don't care about) are dieing from pestilence,
to a place where "the populace" are healthy.

this is balanced by a universe where you die and the "other people" live,
but that's from their perspective.
All universes be within multiverse.
Choose what to experience,
by emphasizing different things (you like) now.

of course it would be natural to simplify by simply skipping the pestilence,
or if you've already got it in your head that it is happening,
that it's somewhere out there, far away.
Or if you've seen these people dieing up close and personal,
well you may have some learning to do,
figure out what lessons can be gleaned from this experience,
so that a new thing happen, with a new lesson.

If you really think about it,
there is less than 3 acres of habitable land per person,
on a planet of 7 billion.
Sure that might give you lots of social potentials,
but most of those people are mind controlled slaves.

Those programmed to believe they may or likely will die of pestilence,
having accepted this fate for themselves on their own volition will do so.

It's just a program,
sure people yell "virus, microbes",
fact is, they are still light,
and you're a much bigger brighter object,
so you choose.

you can live and be happy and healthy,
including those around you.
choose to,
create or find programming,
to reinforce your desired or chosen outcome.

There are some prophets that speak of futures where people are happy,
like David Wilcock and Andrew Basiago.
Can accept their programming,
and live their eventuality.

Can make your own program,
that what I like to do.
I'm a third-generation computer-programmer.
My future has soulfull machines,
like the Ray Kurzweil and Wingmakers prophecies.

Personally from this epidemic,
I think a lot less people will die,
than the world elites of depopulation hope.
Though they have a multitiered plan/program.

As George Greens book "handbook for a new paradigm" explains,
make your own way/program through the chaos/possibility of what might be.
You can operate on a belief system wholly different from the depopulation elites,
and so end up in a whole different version/timeline of earth.

I have a thread on making magic-spells/programs
www.abovetopsecret.com...

[edit on 19-11-2009 by lowki]

[edit on 19-11-2009 by lowki]

Lowki:

I do recall you saying on this other thread, cross your heart and hope to die, literally, with some ideal of being upgraded to a robotic form dancing in your head. Which was quite annoying and also implied some advanced knowledge on what is coming?.....

Aside from that, as a computer programmer, and someone who is a grey in source, and a contactee, not to mention possible other connections. What can you say about the internet, because my walk in friend attempted to do a 100% activation of my memories and skills, and it is still blocked, yet a few weird things did happen. One, more memories. Two, negative contact by a human looking (I believe Sirian) wont go into that, but threats which I do ignore. Though why even go to the trouble and not do something else. Three, two changes so far.
1) I saw some coding in nature, like a stream of matrix coding. Only once. Was amazing.
2) The net. I don't know if this will activate further or not. But, heres my question, it concerns the net.

I saw it was like a plane, almost a dimension, that while I seemed to get a little information from it, I know alot of info could be gotten, but even more so, (like accounts I have heard of greys) I also knew that if you could drop your body like a set of clothes you could enter this plane, and manipulate it I believe. This is a collective consciousness, and it manifests. Its part of the assignements that various cosmic people have for some reason.

What does the plane look like, do you know? How is structured? Random streams with hollographic objects, people, etc.. Or organized streams with realms in it and subworlds, doors or gateways?