Originally posted by sphinx551
Ok, I really want to think about my past lives and which planetary system I came from. I want to break this amnesia set up by the "Old Empire". I want to come back to home planet that I came from that is far, far away from Earth. "Old Empire", you will pay for what you have done! Now if only humans could break the "Old Empire" imprisonment spell and break free from prison named Earth.

you can just wish for it, and it will come.


I wished when I was 12 to become enlightened,
14 to recall my past lives,
when I was 19 became enlightened,
dissolving in a puddle of light is what it felt like anyhow,
followed by a torrent of information that had me blogging for over 10 MB worth of text.

when I was 20 got past life regression.
I've already managed to recover a lot of them,
and integrating future ones.

Can really comprehend how it be in the eternal present.


So can you.
Cast the magic spell.
It will manifest.

Physical life is but a more stable dream.

I was waiting for you answer, and totally agree that its a waste of time to engage in the battles some talk of, though they do happen, when you ask for help from Prime Creator, and have cleared the negatives for ages, before it starts again. And I keep being told I need to balance myself and wake up, to what??? battle mode, balance myself because I believe that all will be seeking love and light and that spreading this, or joy is the best method? Any way, with the memories and sense of who I am I never get this battle mode, in fact feel that its as an expression of love and happiness that we need to shine our lights.

Well I figure the prime source be nothing.
the Stillness and tranquility of null.
from which all else derives.

She's answered me, when I was praying, and was in tears in no time, awed, and in shock. Divine Mother really is there for us.

I've had similar sensations,
my parents and I from their influence,
just brushed off as headaches.

I get headaches alot though. But with the ascension work I've been doing, things chagned in my expereinces, which involved some memories of abdcutions, and family members who experienced missign time and wounds at the same time. Also, greeting and sitings. One of the strange memories which involved other family members started out as an abduction but ended up in a large deepspace craft/station. No greys at that point, these were zetans, and handing in a report, and I understand we were intercepted somehow. This happened to my friend as well.

With the awareness expanding, since the ascensional work began, names are given for the first time, of my advisors. And, things changed quite a bit. But what is happening isn't merely about raising your frequency to avoid the abductions, that is the goal, no doubt. But what happens for many who are doing this, the ones who are more controlling show up and want to put you back into a state of control. Hence, despite my own unwillingness to fight this, there has been battles done, and it will be cleared for a while, weeks or even nearly 2 months.

When you are in a more aware state, your frequency increased, you may notice before sleep, or wake up during, and experience acutal hands holding your head firmly, and something akin to real surgeory, and a rush of fluid. Yet be in an altered state, so it seems subtle. I was told this was real 3D implant surgeory taking place. I was also told that common courtesy and protocol means, when you experience anything, you should ask for them to identify themselves. I've corrective procedures done, and was told the name of 2 other advisors afterwards because my friend wrote this indentification procedure to me and was told.

So, the frequencies that we are attaining to, not only can make our awareness flower forth, but can reveal more of the matrix as well, whats hidden there, such as the surgeories, orange flashes outside, which may look as if it goes down a visor, and it does really. This is common stealthing technology. Raising our awareness, our vibrations, opens up a whole new world. So, what appears to be a headache while lying down and meditating or going to sleep, may be something else.

Appreciating the present physical moment.
Find the beauty in a rock, a plant, an animal, a person.

Distract yourself from mental imaginings
with sending love and appreciation to what your physical body experiences.

even the walls can feel your love, and reflect it to you,
make your home a vibrational stronghold of peace and good thoughts.
Surround yourself with constructive messages of the path you like to be on.

Yes, even more than negatives or abductions, this is the work. Working to raise our frequency, chakra mediations, heart chakra meditations, sending out the love and light frequency, and trying to maintain this emission. Meditating on aspects of nature. I stepped on a snail, accidentally. I'm usually careful and turn on the outside light briefly to see if its clear. I had done a meditation on a snail and had actively asked for it to reveal its life's purpose, and to help me unlock earth's living library, as one of the pleiadian authros suggested. I ended up with an incredible experience in meditation where this blond lyrean man told me he had been making a pilgramage, and that we had to be very careful with all aspects of nature, all creatures great and small. That he was my teacher. To pay attention more. Then we ran through a forrest together, and out to the other side, I saw a sky filled with pinks and golden touches, purple, like nebulas, and twin moons, it was incredible, and as we stood on this cosmic gateway, it felt, he said, that he would be my teacher, I had only to ask.

But these moments get forgotten in real life, and for some reason always feel like I'm beign a burden should I ask, always feel like I shouldnt be bothering such great guides.

[edit on 19-10-2009 by Unity_99]

LOL reading this thread is like reading a comic (except for the grammatical and spelling errors of the thread). Some dude asked howe he would come into the next life- "in battle mode"?

Im like how did you come inot this world??? You were a baby...did you think you needed to be in battle mode right off the bat? LOL Jeez.

lowki, quick question,

if TPTB were to release a deadly virus strain, what do you see as being the most successful way for the populace to withstand such an epidemic??

Lowki:

I do recall you saying on this other thread, cross your heart and hope to die, literally, with some ideal of being upgraded to a robotic form dancing in your head. Which was quite annoying and also implied some advanced knowledge on what is coming?.....

Aside from that, as a computer programmer, and someone who is a grey in source, and a contactee, not to mention possible other connections. What can you say about the internet, because my walk in friend attempted to do a 100% activation of my memories and skills, and it is still blocked, yet a few weird things did happen. One, more memories. Two, negative contact by a human looking (I believe Sirian) wont go into that, but threats which I do ignore. Though why even go to the trouble and not do something else. Three, two changes so far.
1) I saw some coding in nature, like a stream of matrix coding. Only once. Was amazing.
2) The net. I don't know if this will activate further or not. But, heres my question, it concerns the net.

I saw it was like a plane, almost a dimension, that while I seemed to get a little information from it, I know alot of info could be gotten, but even more so, (like accounts I have heard of greys) I also knew that if you could drop your body like a set of clothes you could enter this plane, and manipulate it I believe. This is a collective consciousness, and it manifests. Its part of the assignements that various cosmic people have for some reason.

What does the plane look like, do you know? How is structured? Random streams with hollographic objects, people, etc.. Or organized streams with realms in it and subworlds, doors or gateways?

Thank you for replying, usually when I share some of my experiences, and ask questions I think oops I think I've killed the thread.

Your threads have such flashes of brilliance, and its like injecting more information into norm, but its still hard to share. What I experienced being somewhat psi and as an experiencer of both abductions, and contact from nordics doesnt neutralize itself into neat little conservative packages that would appeal to the more mainstream ufology groups and skeptics. They are what they are, lol.

I also should have had more of a negative experience with the other side, there sure were signs of it, but the times in which this happened more recently, they communicated with me instead, that this was going to happen, and gave me a choice as to whether I wished to be conscious or asleep, on another occasion it was more threats, but I still shrugged it all off, because its all fascinating, it opens the range of possibilities and expands horizons and so I even send love to the negative side, because there seems to be a wide range in the people themselves.

The Sirian man I was more angry with however as he seemed intent on threatening me and my son, and had ego. He kept asking if I had remembered.

That was just a postcard, but intense, and I've seen him many times before. Something like Jzh'e'zu', could be short for something like Jzhe'z'a'e'l. Not like my normal contact that involves sitings, crafts and more obvious knowledge of presence, like having medical work done. With that man, I recognized him as in family, somehow related to him though probably distantly, like a branch of the family, but he knew me.

With the activation, you said, that I had to allow it, so there is obviously something blocking in me, that will not allow the full experience yet, and must find a way to free this?

Also the frequency, or like minded attraction, so that what I experience is coming from my own state of being.....this may be why most of the experience with the greys is more positive than many report, and with the nordics, I dont know what to make of that guy, not really liking his fascist type freq, and do think he's real, this happened shortly after the activation. But it worries me if like attracts like and suddenly there is someone who has monitored you before who has become more negative and asks you if you remember and he is very familiar. Is this something I am drawing then?

He is not an actual ET, physically. He may be a starseed, but the entire premise of the video is to make him appear to be more. The information is compromised because it appears to be from an Ashtar Command type platform, though some of what he is saying is true.

The GOFL and Ashtar, thats a very difficult topic in ufology, for disinfo has been put out for a long time, with various cults, to disinform.

Originally posted by Unity_99
Thank you for replying,
I share some of my experiences,

on another occasion it was more threats,
but I still shrugged it all off,
because its all fascinating,
it opens the range of possibilities
and expands horizons
and so I even send love to the negative side,
because there seems to be a wide range in the people themselves.

agreed.

Please recall "negative person" is an accepting person,
that might accept different life experiences.

not is related, not-day is night (related part of diurnal cycle).
negative statement, contains the word not.

The Sirian man
I was more angry with
however as he seemed intent
on threatening me and my son,
and had ego.

well hopefully you're at a safer vibration now.

He kept asking if I had remembered.

That was just a postcard,
but intense, and I've seen him many times before.
Something like Jzh'e'zu', could be short for something like
Jzhe'z'a'e'l.
Not like my normal contact that involves sitings,
crafts and more obvious knowledge of presence,
like having medical work done.
With that man,
I recognized him as in family,
somehow related to him though probably distantly,
like a branch of the family, but he knew me.

in a past incarnation of yours perhaps.

With the activation,
you said, that I had to allow it,
so there is obviously something blocking in me,
that will not allow the full experience yet,
and must find a way to free this?

well it's a part of you.
So just allow yourself to have it.

you can pretend that someone else or something else is involved,
if that makes it more fun for you.
*shrugs*

like medicine and food, it's just "Extra stuff" to do, for fun.
really it's quite silly, but entertaining.

Like the mutilation cult called "healing or repair".
It's a novel idea.

I like how now can have bio-tech hybrids.
since mutilation is socially acceptable on this planet.
it's called "medicine". lol crazy planet

I can just imagine,
legions of doctors,
sent out to "heal" the universe,
crazy crazy crazy program.

Better to spread life,
to regions uninhabited.
Humans can't think when it's hot.
The universe is only getting cooler.

When it's cold,
more motivation for technology.

Also the frequency,
or like minded attraction,
so that what I experience
is coming from my own state of being.....

is coming from the infinite we

this may be why most of the experience
with the greys is more positive
than many report, and with the nordics,
I dont know what to make of that guy,
not really liking his fascist type freq,
and do think he's real,
this happened shortly after the activation.

they come in many flavours.
host-bodies different, souls the same.

could be of a more Orion Priesthood lineage,
they've got some sordid practices.
But I got here through them.

I accept everyone,
since I've been a part of just about every group,
I get bored and move on pretty quick sometimes.
Well searching for stability,
solid state hostbodies.

But it worries me
if like attracts like

if you like yourself,
then be happy .

and suddenly there is someone
who has monitored you before
who has become more negative
and asks you if you remember
and he is very familiar.
Is this something I am drawing then?

Agreed,
you magic spell casting for this,
though it can be a token of your past.

Generally I look at things I experience in the physical world,
as something I cast for earlier.
perhaps in a previous incarnation or between incarnations.

Also I'm considered mildly odd locally (by some dis-incarnate high level entities),
in how I like to incarnate,
a lot.

Whereas entities like Ra,
are satisfied floating around,
tweaking peoples thoughts.

[edit on 2-12-2009 by lowki]

Thank you, seems a little safer than perhaps my spontaneous throwing out my energy points when I drew some attention from the cosmos and started questioning the entire thing. Its my ple'o'sha'n/lyrean roots that seem to make the living way, the living library, the force, the jedi's, the peace bringers, the 12 stranded Chakras, Mother, and the transformation/evolution focal points for me.

This is deceptively simple I think but shall try this one.

What do you feel about the evolutionary process, not so much the soul bot idea, thats an interesting thread too, but the ascension? Very recently, a message started to come during a feeling of being monitored and a postcard contact where advice was given, to emerge, it was time to emerge. I actually created an affirmation for this. What do you feel about the transformation, its reality, or activation of our cosmic source fully?

I sure am starting to hate this guy, heis not answering solid yet practical questions about Roswell, alien technology, things in that manner, yet answers with absurdities and his own supposed wisdom which can be taken in any manner, which is great, but provides no solidarity.

Why have you not discreted yourself to the NATIONAL PUBLIC and not just to many over imaginative people? (Love this site, but this guys feeding off of you)
If you are what you say you are, then tell the Greys to appear to the White House and I will praise your existence, till then Scientology is more truth then you.

(P.S. I'm a Catholic) extremely moderate haha