The bed of coals under the flames draw me deeper into memory. Waves seem to pass over them as the morning breeze picks up, fanning them first a bright
orange, then a dull red. My mind goes back to the days before my initiation to the hunts. I was still in my mother's care then, well before she had
passed into the underworld. She, Saithe, had held my arms tightly as she proudly presented her child to Daynuk standing in her shelter within the cave
entrance. Shaking with fear at the sight of the shaman staring into my eyes, I had wished feverishly to be anywhere else but there.
Daynuk is short for an elder and her eyes looked up at me, dark as pools of deep water. Her hair, white as the early snows, floated as a cloud about
her wrinkled brown face, round as the moon itself. Many strands of seashells circled her neck, arms and ankles and strange designs in red and black
covered her skin from neck to toes. Her wrinkled lips opened to reveal sharpened teeth when she spoke to me.
Daynuk: "Your time is come to seek manhood, Lug. Say farewell to your mother."
Trembling, I tried to turn to my mothers comfort, but her hands tightened on my biceps and forced away me towards Daynuk. I remembered the tears
welling up in my eyes and a pure terror threatening to empty my bladder. Daynuk's eyes widened, glaring heat at my resistance. I stopped struggling
at that, knowing the strength of power Daynuk had. There was no choice. Two women together is no match, even for a full grown hunter, and, slumping in
acceptance to my fate, I stepped forward to the old woman.
Daynuk: "Brave Lug. Give me your hand."
She then reached out and shells rattled as she had grabbed my wrist, pulling me further away from Saithe. I looked back at my mother then, just in
time to see pride in her eyes directed at the shaman.
Daynuk: "Lug, say farewell to your mother. She has birthed you, suckled and fed you, protected you from harm until this time of initiation. You are
to become a man now. From this time on she will no longer be your mother. Release her from this bond to live life as her own once more."
I turned then and Daynuk released my wrist.
Lug: "Thank you, Saithe, for giving me life. I am no longer your burden."
Saithe smiled at me and two small rivers bled from her eyes. Nodding and wiping her tears with her long brown hair, she turned and walked into the
fading sunlight of that long ago day. Daynuk put her hand on my shoulder then and pulled me around to once again face her.
Daynuk: It is time for your journey into the underworld where you will meet the great spirits. Come with me, Lug, to find your place in the world.
With that, she turned and entered the cave mouth from which all life had sprung into existence. I hesitated, fearing what was to come. Looking over my
shoulder to see where Saithe had gone, I saw the eyes of many men watching me, their hands raised in the gesture of friendship. My fear fell away
then, replaced with renewed courage and I turned once again to the darkness before me and stepped into the underworld.
[edit on 22-4-2009 by Lug]

