I don't know if this is the right place to put this,but I want it to go to ATS,not BTS(as I don't really go there).I want to apologize to members
and staff on the site if I offend people in my posts as I am very emotional regarding UFOs and disclosure.I am willing to befriend anyone,regardless
of anything they believe in.I feel that in some of my post I may come off as arrogant or a 'pseudo-believer',I am not.I joined ATS because I saw
promise and a place to share my feelings and ideas within a community.I do take it seriously as I take Ufology seriously and all the alternate topics
on here(science,predictions,etc).Why?I believe that the masses have become way to ignorant of possibilities and things that'don't appeal to their
paradigm'.So I figure ATS is a place where many members and many more viewers can see the 'other side' and have a look at the possible future of
many things such as science,life,etc.In the course of posts I have gotten into many debates and wish to say that it is nothing personal,I just have a
strong drive to give all knowledge to all human beings I encounter.Regardless if it is true or not I feel it is everyone's responsibility to make
everything that is possible known-known.I may get irritated with hoaxes,"non important(non-UFOAlien related) threads",and skeptics,but this is
because I see ATS as a place with potential,a place that can serve as a singular point of all 'fringe science',mainly UFOs as I think that is a huge
part of our current society today.I can not stand the fact that it is likely that we the people(no pun intended) are being dilibertly put in the dark
about the greater meaning of our existence.
In essence I guess what I am saying is that I am sick of how the world is today,it seems we all are ready and willing to be content with a simple
existence,ignorant of the outer meaning to life.I feel it is an unalienable right to know the truth of reality and I am willing to fight for it.I am
not claiming I am anything special,I am just saying I am willing to stand up and shine a'beacon' directing others to the 'truth',as I hope other
members and non-members are.If everything we think we know is wrong then so be it,at least we will rule that out and move on.I have great faith in
humans and believe we can be so much more than we are right now.No I am not some 13 or 14 year old boy messing around on the internet,I am 23 and in
college to become a Cosmologist or theoretical physicist.I simply want to help change us towards a good direction,and not the one I see now.If in my
'journey' to do this(specifically here on ATS) I offended anyone or seem 'to in to it' I am sorry,but that is just how I am and how I feel.I think
of ATS as a medium to propagate all this crucial information that we must expose and not be denied to think about.I apologize if I am going on and on
but I am trying to convey my feelings without 'buffering' them so much.
Sometimes I admit I can be narcissistic and rash,but I assure you good intent is made.I decided to make this thread largely because of another thread
about skeptics and believers made by my friend,'skyfloating' and also because I feel it is necessary to explain my actions on here as they may seem
intense at times in favor of my beliefs.www.abovetopsecret.com...
That is 'skyfloatings' thread I referenced.
I wanted to post this so more members know exactly who I am and what I stand for.If you don't take all this stuff as serious as
me fine,just please don't purposefully disrupt it.Again if I offended you in a post it is not personal,it is(again,no pun intended) business.So
expect a lot of the same and a lot more in the time to come until either I break or the truth breaks.
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