posted on Apr, 20 2009 @ 06:08 PM
The abductions themselves havn't stopped. I had hoped they had. But the last physical sign for me was last spring shortly after we began quite a
few sitings of crafts, including witnessed by my children. I had a scoop mark. Then in September my 17 year old also reported siting a grey, (I had
in childhood), missing time, and dreams aboard a craft before a viewing screen. My leaks of memory involved greys and nordics. And have strong
positive feelings about these people.
As the earlier memories involve a group of children, and I've always been somewhat psi, the idea that there was that kind of work being done has
come to me. Two of my sons are quite psi as well, different types of sensitivity though. My gift is more, I think, being communication, because I
can ping, or vibe strongly on them, on crafts, on when my friends are online, when someone will show up minutes before they're near the house. I can
And, sort of a remote sensing or spacially placing things (which doesn't work for my own lost keys). I used this to discover where a woman who had
been murdered was placed, and I would have reported it to the police except I knew they had received many such reports and I never trust these things,
and I had no idea that the creek ran up where it did. In any case, a year later roughly the body was discovered where I saw it, and I was furious at
the fact that this was within walking distance of the main suspect. But with crafts/ufos, these kind of things, theres absolutely no feedback
possible. I do get some feedback. For example, I can feel the greys are out, and I'm pinging on them. My son and I are skywatching and shortly
thereafter a craft that is not a plane, not a helicopter, not a weather balloon, flies over near us. That is to me a kind of feedback, though
probably not to the skeptics. But if I feel a postcard or pinging and I sense its out further, perhaps behind the moon, how to prove it? Thats what
I mean by remote sensing.
I can't force it. I've been reading books on remote viewing and ordered 2, one came by Joseph McMoneagle. The thing is, a new language jumped out
at me, and I'm so grateful for it because I know what he means exactly, and was missing these words. Its in the zen, or mindlessness of the moment.
This is why testing it doesnt work usually. You can't be focussed on it without taking a huge accuracy hit, and thats why only some people have the
discipline to train in remote viewing as they must really learn mindlessness. Its in a different area where the conscious overlays and analytical
reasoning takes place. Instantly I understood. So, without much accuracy I'm sure, I wanted to attempt to remote view my own abductions, as I
hadn't had regression therapy.
Well, several nights ago, I pinged on the greys out and about again, and this time I knew we were on the list. I went to sleep arguing with them in
my mind saying there was no need to take me, they didn't have to. My son reported missing time that night in the middle of the night. And one of my
friends who seems to be known to these greys reported time loss as well. He had new scars too.
One thing I have to say about the area I'm living in, no one looks up. But my sons native friend close to us, they've looked up. They've seen
what we've seen, and had the craft hover over their property. Plus, I wait now a while before mentioning it. When I mentioned to my friend with the
missing time too, on skype that I had felt such a strong sense of monitoring by the nordics that had flown over and pinged both my son and me to go
out and watch their soundless craft fly over our roof (nordics because they gave me a clear postcard of them in September, October and November with
This time I felt they were the same, but no craft. I felt they were so close, and was told they were monitoring me in my living room, by them. One
of my friends shared he had a visit that day by his contacts, also monitoring type. Then I shared this with my friend on skype and we had 2 days of
planes flying out back in the evening, like scout planes, the second day, with a black triangle. And then shortly after it hovered in the night.
So, I don't give out info when it happens because I really sense a connection between these guys and the military. Someone else who I believe in had
written to me that not all lizzies were bad, but the good crafts were equilateral triangles, with rounded corners. This one wasn't. I just link
the postcard and the first siting in May of last year of the triangle to this more recent stuff.
[edit on 20-4-2009 by mystiq]