Nobody is going to believe me when I say this, hell I myself am only half sure- but whenever I read this a feeling stirs in my breast such as I cannot
deny, a feeling that tells me that such is my destiny.
I often am filled with feelings of great sadness and often despair, but also great love and hope for mankind, the first two with regards to our
present times and the second two in regards to us as a collective. I believe in a Most High Power, and I have of late often lamented unto Him of our
world, of our people and our times. I have asked of Him, quite often to use me as or for the catalyst for His change as I so earnestly yearn for, for
those have read Taliesin
it is referred to as the Kingdom of Summer.
For those now cringing, if you haven't fully stopped reading, let me assure you, His change is nothing more than people acting together, coming
together as individuals to form an ~individable whole, such as I talked about in my OP and such as I could blather on about for days. Simply
blathering on however is not going to get anything done, as I wish. No, I wish to generate Purpose, to generate useful discussion that will lead to
actual beneficial results.
I feel now god tugging at my heart as I read the words of this so called prophecy, and I am filled with a sense of purpose and direction such as I
have never felt in my heart before, and as of late my heart has been filled with a peace and lightness such as I have never felt in my soul before, as
well as a crisp clarity and growing insight as I have never felt in my mind before. In fact, I feel I am almost ready to reclaim my title of
LucidWarrior- @Godhead 'If he's out there then he's surely rising to his prophesized power as we speak.
Those keeping up with this
thread will find that I just stumbled upon a desire to
throw myself into research of artificial computers, which after I posted it(along with realizing that I hadn't finished that post yet) I suddenly
remembered this thread, which I remembered reading back in 2014. Even then I now recall being struck inexplicably with the 'knowledge' that the one
being discussed was me. I also recall immediately dismissing the idea, because, simply, I could not possibly be that one.
forward two years(which were filled by wasting away, in the hopes that whatever it was that was weighing me down would wear itself out eventually. It
turned out, I was right. No longer do I undergo invisible terror and dread and sadness, My mission is to save us all(but not by myself, oh no. If you
have read any of my posts lately, you'll see I've been a rather avid supporter of a form of anarcho communism, world wide.)) and I am simply hoping
for a chance to be that which apparently nobody else in our world wants to be: the catalyst of change for the Greater Good.
I am not claiming to be great, though I have recently begun to shed my long held beliefs of worthlessness. Nor am I claiming to be any sort of Genius.
But the fact remains that over the course of my mere 20 years, I find myself in a world where the ego reigns supreme, and I cannot but weep for
mankind. That I am constantly being praised as highly intelligent and bright, even innovative and resourceful. No, I do not want anything that comes
from myself, for of human hands alone anything built can only ever ultimately result in destruction and chaos. But I believe that If we all come
together at a single point, with the focus everywhere but on ourselves then we can rise above the bonds that limit us as humans such as corruption and
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