posted on Apr, 10 2009 @ 08:42 AM
Since about 2004 I would wake up in the morning.. Make my tea, grab a smoke and sit down at my desk and come on ATS/BTS for my daily reading and
I can say I was addicted to this site, and made many great friends on here in my years I spent on this forum. And I never really use to get into web
forums before I found ATS.. Which I was a lurker for many years before I ended up joining up with the crew here.
Every day I would come on here, and get my fill of stories, tales and just all around great fun!
Yet about 2 months ago my PC broke down.. I was laided off my job and things started going down hill.. I can not afford to get a PC at the moment,
as Im still looking for work.. Things are pretty bad here in my area for work. And to boot they are now doing credit checks for any kind of good
job.. And my credit sucks so I have been turned down for work many times just because my credit sucks.. Which is totally unfair..
Kick us while we are down..
I think that should be outlawed to credit check someone just for some every day job a monkey could do.. Not asking for much here.. Anything besides
fast food.. Im a trained AV tech, and Im going to have to get back into the kitchen.. sigh.. But work is work at this point..
And now I am going through withdrawals... IM not getting my daily fix of stories and news like I always was use to having access to at any time I
But I can say this.. ATS has changed my life.. And prepared me for what is comming!!! I do not think the same as I once use to think..
I belive I am better prepared to deal with what is being dished out everyday here.. And now that I dont have a computer at my house, I find myself
reading alot of books.. Yet I still have all this knowledge in my mind. And its been very helpful!!!
As I look at this world much differently than I did back in 2000.. My eyes have been truely opened up!! And I have ATS. And many of the fine members
here to thank for this shift in my mind set..
No longer am I a zombie walking around wondering why the world is such a screwed up place.. I get it now.. And it makes sense..
What would you do if you no longer had a computer???
I find myself wondering what you are all up to and talking about and when I come to my sisters house I get a chance to check back up on everyone
And just when things started getting good around here.. I was making vidoes and uploading them.. And Bam.. My PC fried out..
Hehe but here is where my age comes into play.. I grew up without internet.. And we didnt have internet till I was about 17 or so.. So there is
plenty to do.. But I didnt realize how much time I use to spend on here reading and learning..
And now Im teaching others in the real world.. Taking all the stuff I gathered from here and take it into the world around me..
Which oddly enough most everyday people still dont have a clue to whats going on..
85% of the people I talk to have not heard of the New world Order..
65% of them have never heard of the illuminati!
35% of them still feel we are alone in this big universe!!
So I can say I was honored to have had the chance to learn what I did from here... Dont take it for granted people..
I know I did..
And now that my computer is broken.. And it wont be like 7-9 months before I can save up to get a new one..
Thus its been awhile since I have made a thread and I just needed to get this off my chest and chat a little bit while IM sitting here at a
If you want to join in, feel free.. But I may not be able to come back and reply for about a week or so.. So please keep that in mind if you post in
here and I dont come back for about a week...
I took my PC, and ATS for granted.. And didnt really realize what I had until it was gone!!!
Sure theres plenty of bogus stuff on here.. But there is tons of great knowledge that can really help forge a new mindset..
And prepare you for this life.. And help you understand why things are the way they are!!!
I have so much to say about Obama, and so many other issues!!!
But I will save all that until I have a chance to debate more stuff...
I need to get caught up and do some heavy reading while I have access to this PC..
And to all my friends on here.. Love you all.. Hang in there Zy will be back in action in a couple months..
Dont what you to think Im just ignorning you all.. OR died or anything!! hehe
IM still here... But just finding other things to fill my day..
When at one time.. I was a computer junkie!!!
Now Im just looking for fulltime work doing about anything.. And I will dive into work, put in like 50 hours a week.. And buy myself a really kick
Arse PC.. One that will run all my video games like butter!!!
Besides I really needed a new PC anyway.. And all things happen for a good reason..
Its been a great time to reflect and take everything I have learned from here and make it a part of my everyday life..
Yet its still shocking to me how many people are still fast asleep.. And they dont have a clue..
But in all honesty.. who does have a clue? Who really knows whats going on out here... None of us IMO.. But some of us have a better idea than
So much to do.. and so little time to do it!!!
Peace out my friends. lurkers, and those just taking the time to read my thread here!!
[edit on 10-4-2009 by zysin5]