reply to post by toottoot
Hey toottoot,,,,I've had the sort of dreams your talking about, even where I woke myself up making that same noise, so rest ashore your not going
I have a feeling your dream has the same meaning as mine, but before I get to that I would like to make it clear that I'm not an expert in the field
off sleep, dreams ,rem activity etc.... But I do know myself, and for me it was a snap out off it dream, there is something you need to do or stop,
something you need to discover maybe even with in yourself, for me it was all off the above.
The one dream that's always been vivid in my mind is the one that changed my life and tort me to listen to myself. Back in 99 I got a job operating
one off these
back destroying things,
about a week and a half before leaving the job, every night I would dream that I was somewhere underground (think, underground mining) and backed up
into a really tight place and it's pitch black, no matter how much I try I can't get out of that position, I can feel everything, the tight
uncomfortable seat, the controls and the hydraulics, the pain in my left knee, even the smell of the machine and the dust so I stop and reach up in
front for the light switch but can't feel it but the more I fumble around the more agitated I become and then I start to panic, right at that moment
I wake up, I'm sitting up in bed reaching for the head lights completely oblivious to what the hell I'm doing and why I'm sitting up in bed
reaching for an imaginary switch, It got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore so A week and a half latter I quit my job and have never had
that same dream again.
Now I'm not saying to quit your job, I'm saying your subconscious is desperately trying to tell you something and only you can find the answer to
what it is,,, something I've learn't to do is to listen to that first thought that we all have and never seem to listen to, how many times has
something happened to you and you thought if only I did what I first thought off this wouldn't have happen, that's because our subconscious is
trying to guide us in the right direction, that's also how TPTB are able to control the masses.
A couple more things that may help is to stop stressing to find an answer, instead just ask yourself the question then forget about it and when you
least expect it the answer will come, the first time I did this it was like an Epiphany, one after another, it will wear off (the feeling) but it's
the most amazing feeling while it lasts. The other thing is with money, I use to stress over it all the time, then I realized that I was going though
the same emotion over and over and it was always the same routine so I stopped worshiping money, the next thing I know I always had money, now I'm
not rich and nor do I ever wont to be, but I am comfortable, I have a good solid job, and managed to move to a place that will be the last to be hit
with the depression, I never intended any of it, all I did was listen to that voice in my head.
I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason, It's just up to us to choose the right path by listening to that voice...
I hope something here can help, and just remember, where never alone cause we are all one...