Hi everyone ..
Now, this may be depressing!
Some may call me an Indigo , of christal whatever.
But I don't prefer to be stamped with a label.
I want to share some story's with you guy's, maybe someone has been in the same situation. I would like to hear what you did... just for some
I feel like I don't fit in anywhere, altough other people won't think that of me, because I can put on quite a good act.
I'm the type of person that seems to be almost good at anything he sets his mind to. For example,I started making music at age 17.. I got a big
record deal when I was 18, I have my own business now, and I'm 20.
But if it all went away tomorrow, I wouldn't care less, because it just aint important to me.
I'm still at school tho, my parent give me the whip If I don't finish school.
And my parents are important to me, as are my friends and family.
Also I have some ability's that some would see as psychic.
I learned how to do telekinesis in 2 weeks after some yoga lessons.
And I can depress pain from a person with my hands to name a few.
I would like to practice them more often, but I barely have the time to relax once in a while. And it feels like im losing my ability's and
innertouch with myself.
I don't care about what I learn at school, It does not interest me for some reason, altough Im good at it. I've been to 4 schools allready, not
being able to fit in anywhere.
I have a different look on things, mostly see the bigger picture, so some problems are small to me, but very big to others. When I try to explain that
a scratch on his car really isnt that important when you compare it to life, they get angry at me.. but comon its just a car.
Alot of friends of mine are talking about carreers and stuff, making money, getting a wife and a home, and live the rest of their years the same
I really feel sorry for people when they say :
''I'm going to make a carreer and work my *ss of the next 60 years, to earn some money and get status''
''Because then , I can buy that porsche''
I don't want to go that way, but I'm pushed that way, because thats how it works right? I want to help people, that way I feel good, and 'In
I would like to get away from all the black mud as I would like to call it, the taxes, the polution, the corruption that nobody tends to see ( by this
I mean the people around me). Break loose and walk away to that white beach.
The world in this state sucks, and everyone just eats it like a rotten egg with alot'o salt.
And I know that white beach Is inside of me, and inside everyone else.
So what would you do. Be the guy that the blind world around you expects you to be? Or change your life and do something with it.
I know its a bit dramatic to say this , but it just feels like I don't belong here, and I don't want to belong here, I want to get out of here.
And no, I won't jump of any bridge
I want to do something else with my life than the regular 9 to 5 job.
I'm making plans to travel to Africa and start a music school there, so people can have the chances that I have had.
The world needs change, and for all the people who say enlightenment is coming in 2012 , I sure hope it is because I can't feel it anymore.
thanx for reading.