Learning of the NWO Has Changed My Life

At the beginning of the 2008 Presidential election, I began developing my own insight of politics and world government. I have spent many sleepless nights researching the NWO. My research includes not only ATS but my local law library as well. Before this point in time, I have never shown much interest in politics, I have never voted in the Presidential election (mainly because I have always felt that my ballot is equivalent to a gum wrapper thrown in the trash), nor have I ever doubted my own beliefs.

After I decided to conduct independent research, I have not been able to return to my “normal” state-of-mind. I find myself questioning each and everything I come across. This is not limited to the news sources or politics. When I hear things on television or read them in the news, I find myself questioning the information presented. It almost feels as if I am “creating” some sort of alternate reality in my mind that I believe to be the truth which is concealed by lies and manipulation.

Now, my question is as follows: Is this a typical reaction to learning about the NWO and other powers that really control our lives and what we perceive as reality? I feel as if I cannot talk to close friends or family due to the fact that I do not want to be considered “crazy” or “off the wall”. I find myself wishing for someone to come along who will discuss these ideas and feelings without placing judgment, but to no prevail. I feel as if I cannot carry on with my everyday life because I refuse to be a number in the “system”. I cannot see the point in playing their “game” in which the rules are biased.

If you have ever had similar feelings or thoughts, please share them with me; either on the forum or in private. I do not want to feel like I am “crazy” anymore. I want to return to my “normal” way of thinking and move on with my life. Even as I am writing this, I feel like the urge to return to “normality” is a result of manipulation and control since birth.


EDIT: Grammar corrections.


[edit on 30-3-2009 by RichieScott1]

I suspect this is a fairly common reaction. In part, it is simply shock. To some degree you adapt. Some adapt with denial it's real others with acceptance and others simply with tolerance for now. What, I feel is important is that you people realize this is the very nature of the world here and since we come and go then looking to ones true long term welfare becomes first and foremost. That is especially true if you can perceive the legitimacy of reincarnation and you don't want to keep cycling in this madhouse in human and other forms.

Having pursued these subjects for quite a few years, my conclusion is that nearly every aspect of "society" is a lie. Legal, Religion, Education, Politics, Health, Communication (media), and anything else is made up of 90% lies. The capacity of people to work in environments that perpetuate lies, I'd like to believe, is mostly due to the indirect nature of the lies and the pat rationals that convince people it's a good thing. Most people are not perpetuating these lies with deliberate malice. For that reason, the solution is in "enlightenment" or a greater awareness of right and wrong or conscience. But the economic slave is also a major factor. Most people do what they do in desperation to survive and/or thrive.

The fact that it has "Changed your life" is a very good thing. For many it would simply result in disbelief. Your heading in the right direction.

You are not crazy. Also, what is normal?

You can never go back, once you have entered the rabbit hole. The farther down you go the farther you get from "normal" society.

I've been hip to the NWO since the early nineties. It was a contributing factor to the state of complete drunkenness I ended up in because I couldn't face it, I just wanted to hide.

Then I quit drinking, got back to being the real me, and promptly became a social pariah. I can't talk to most anyone because now I'm a tin-foil hat wearing fool. Funny thing is I'm right more often than I am wrong about things, but even if I do end up being right, no one will ever acknowledge it. They just ignore that fact. Keep on keeping on, I say. Who needs friends, anyway?

Originally posted by TheLoony
You can never go back, once you have entered the rabbit hole. The farther down you go the farther you get from "normal" society.

How can I keep these thoughts from controlling my life? All I do now is read every major news source pertaining to world, political, and economic issues currently at hand. I feel as if my life is engulfed with this information now. I am beginning to believe I am on the edge of hopelessness for the future. It is hard to see the point in trying to succeed when I have no control over the things to come.

Just remember ignorance is not bliss, it is there for teh government to destroy lifes.

Just stay awake, and wake up others.

Originally posted by RichieScott1

Originally posted by TheLoony
You can never go back, once you have entered the rabbit hole. The farther down you go the farther you get from "normal" society.

How can I keep these thoughts from controlling my life? All I do now is read every major news source pertaining to world, political, and economic issues currently at hand. I feel as if my life is engulfed with this information now. I am beginning to believe I am on the edge of hopelessness for the future. It is hard to see the point in trying to succeed when I have no control over the things to come.

This is all very, very normal.

You'll soon find yourself wishing that you were still asleep, and the farther you travel down the rabbit hole, the more you will see the how asleep the world really is.

There is nothing you can do right now, but play along in the evil game, but mark my words, there will come a time in the near future when you will have to make a choice: Resist or Surrender.

Most of us that are awake, know that there will be a time when the NWO has crossed the line. And that is when we take off the sheep suits that we've been wearing and make more than just our voices heard.

Remember this:

1.) You are not alone
2.) The rabbit hole is far more deeper than you realize
3.) You are behind enemy lines, and the time is ticking
4.) Don't be afraid

Right. Once you've woken up you can never go back to the way you were.

Just remember that you know the truth and a lot of other people will probably not listen to you for whatever reason.

The worst thing you could do is go back to sleep. It's one of those things that when you find out it's true it shocks you. I found out about the new world order during the Bush years. I couldn't believe it at first. Then I started to make sense of what was happening. Bush was being controlled by people to go through with their objectives.

I used to be living a lie. When I woke up I woke up and I started realizing what was happening. Then during the election season I knew there was something wrong going on. It all seemed planned or scripted.

Now I know better. It's had a huge impact on my life. Just learn to cope with it. Talk to people about things you would talk about it if you were just having a good time and wake them up about other political issues.

Didn't change me, I kind of always done me own thing anway. I've never had much respect for the law, but then, I don't really run around breaking them either (well, just a few little ones that don't really matter ) . I just live my life. And I will carry on doing so, until they either come to get us, or until we're free and living in peace. WHICH WILL HAPPEN say it over and over again to yourself, because if we create our realities, then focus on peace, don't worry about the hate. That's probably just what they want.

Welcome to the party pal.

You face a quandry most of us face. Would have it been better NOT to know?

Methinks not.

It is hard to be out in public, and seeing massive amounts of 'fake' people... getting harder. Today it seems unbearable, had to come back to your thread. I don't remember school being so crowded last term.

It's like ATS people are the only ones that understand... Wonder how long everyone around us can keep up the act, pretending like the constructed reality is the only one that ever existed or ever will.

It's ok, these people have no 'survival instinct', if you know what I mean.

Sorry, dude, there is no one who can help. Welcome to the "real' world. Use ats as much as you can, at least there are people out there who know what's going on. It's my only way of interacting with society, anymore. Heck, I can't talk to my Mom - she's a dyed in the wool Republican and hates Democraps and my sister and bro-in-law are also sheeple, they won't listen to anything I say.

If you had the info you have now and didn't become engulfed, I would say you were mentally deficient, or delusional, or some such words. But you are not. Try and turn that hopelessness into something else. Find your local tea party and throw your support in. Maybe you will find some like minded folks at one of those.

Sorry, I'm not really any help to you, am I?

Good luck, and I'll try and send some good vibes your way.

Originally posted by TheLoony
Heck, I can't talk to my Mom - she's a dyed in the wool Republican and hates Democraps and my sister and bro-in-law are also sheeple, they won't listen to anything I say.

I had a conversation with my mom three days ago. Probably the most depressing conversation I've ever had in my life. To summarize, she basically told me that even if I'm right that I should just go back to sleep. My reply was that people in Germany did the same thing.

Me and my brother have argued over 9-11 for two+ years and he still thinks it was the work of Osama Bin Laden. That's what upsets me the most. Even after looking at a lot of the evidence, he still thinks there is an explination to it all.

It's gotten to the point that he thinks a Global currency, and Global government doesn't sound like a bad idea.

Like the rest of the Fam is syaing, "Welcome to the real world"

I went through that and stil have the urges and tendacies to 'wake' everybody up around me...people are going to continue to thinkwe are crazy because they have been life-long indoctrinated to think so....I have equated it to this: it's just like walking around in the dark all your lifeand constantly bumping into things...then someone come along and says' "hey, i found the lightswitch!! We don't have to bump into things anymore" well the light is going to hurt at first cuz your eyes are not used to it, and you want to turn the light back off. Then you make the decision to either adjust your eyes or return to the dark.

Keep the light on

Originally posted by Butter Cookie
Like the rest of the Fam is syaing, "Welcome to the real world"

I went through that and stil have the urges and tendacies to 'wake' everybody up around me...people are going to continue to thinkwe are crazy because they have been life-long indoctrinated to think so....I have equated it to this: it's just like walking around in the dark all your lifeand constantly bumping into things...then someone come along and says' "hey, i found the lightswitch!! We don't have to bump into things anymore" well the light is going to hurt at first cuz your eyes are not used to it, and you want to turn the light back off. Then you make the decision to either adjust your eyes or return to the dark.

Keep the light on

I have to say that is the best analogy of "waking up" that I have ever heard. It feels exactly like that! I have tried to explain to personal friends how the future of their children is at stake. Maybe fear of hearing the truth is the only boundry between being "asleep" and being "awake".

I watched a video last night pertaining to fear. It ended with the statement, "Is your life controlled by fear?" I found this to be very intriguing. Even more interesting is the dream I had last night. I was at what seemed to be a water park. After taking a long plunge down the slide, I was floating in what seemed to be the treetops of a forest. Amongst the tree branches were snakes. This is ironic to me as I am both fearful of heights and snakes. I believe this dream was in essence my mind telling me that I must conquer my fears rather than my fears conquering me.

Thank you very much for the insightful post!

I cant remember the name of this syndrome, but i have symptoms too.

Its where you know something is going to happen and cant do anything about it, the helplessness associated with it.

Im sure someone will help.

I think its normal, or what is close to normal.

Only thing you can do is keep learning about it.

I know exactly what you're saying. When I first got "involved" in the conspiracy of the NWO, I would stay up night after night researching every little thing that was on this site or any other. I'd sit and watch Alex Jones for hours on end (even though some hate him, I find his research is pretty compelling). Anyway, a lot of people are really confused as to what to do and how to stop the NWO. The answer lies within the people of the world. The NWO knows that Americans are lazy and don't do anything for themselves anymore (I am American, if you were wondering...Marine Veteran actually); but people need to get up and join together to do the right thing. About 200 years ago, The Boston Tea party started the revolution. Hopefully with all these tea parties going on around the country, something will spark and we will hopefully get back on track.

On a different note, American is on it's way to a socialistic economy. Some may say that this may be the prime ingredient to brew a New World Order. If it's one thing that history has shown it's that socialism doesn't work. For the 8000 years of recorded history, socialistic economies don't work. Sooner or later, governments will be on the brink of collapse all because greedy/heartless bankers felt it's in OUR best interest to control us in every way possible. Sooner or later, people are going to realize this, and thanks to the information age, that time is coming. I would say not to worry, and to do your part in this never-ending battle for our freedom.

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Thanks and you are certainly very welcome....

You will keep noticing that you will indeed scrutinize a lotta more things but the fun part is watching CNN and seeing the events unfold; then your friends and family are in awe cuz you have already told them wuz about to happen..

People will keep telling you that you are crazy, paranoid and all sorts of things...but you gotta keep that light on...always remember to look at them as people who are extremely comfprtable ion the dark and can't take the light that your eyes have adjusted to...Don't get so discouraged that you just say, "What the hell...lemme just turn the light back off"...Life as you knew it, or 'thought you knew it' has been a major lie...that's too grand of an ideal to ignore or shrug off....

and it 's true as they also stated previously; once you wake up, there's really no turning back

[edit on 30-3-2009 by Butter Cookie]

reply to post by RichieScott1
I can tell you for a fact Richie that what's happening to you is that you're coming out of your brainwashing thought collection process. THis is common once a person learns the real truths about america and what's happening. I was just like you when I was a youth. I always wondered, if we always say we want peace, why then are we building bigger and bigger bombs? The reasoning for your initial mindset was public education, whether it was done at a public school or a private one. Either or, and you were still learning from a gov't mandated program! This is why they're outlawing homeschooling in a lotta states now. If you really wanna break free from your slumber, may I refer a book by david icke? It's called: And the Truth Shall Set You Free. As long as gov't controls what we learn, they control our minds. That's one of the biggest "delphi" techniques that has ever been around. Hang in there though, for what you're gonna learn is actually going to make your brain ache, and that's not a joke either. You're gonna feel a really big let down emotionally because your entire life is going to flip-flop. The way you look at the world is going to change forever due to the fact that now you're seeing the truth for the first time!

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Hey Wind,

I know all about 'Delphi Techniques' and Tavistock and RAND...good to see that someone else do too....Delphi Techinique is used at all achool settings, and EVERY RAND corporation's training program.

Tavistock's brainwashing has been deeply incorporated into every feacet of life. I's really a trip to see just how brainwashed we all really are

Originally posted by Butter Cookie
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Hey Wind,

I know all about 'Delphi Techniques' and Tavistock and RAND...good to see that someone else do too....Delphi Techinique is used at all achool settings, and EVERY RAND corporation's training program.

Tavistock's brainwashing has been deeply incorporated into every feacet of life. I's really a trip to see just how brainwashed we all really are

Everything is connected, ain't it?

So, I know about this Edward Bernays dude, that whole story. However, I had never heard of this Tavistock. I went a searching and, lo and behold, what do I find?

Its prophet, Sigmund Freud

Excuse me for a while, I'll be in the corner, banging my head against the desk.