reply to post by xynephadyn
OK, ya know, I have not been speaking thuroughly. I have had some what people would consider bad interaction.
Such as my second implant..... Layin there and listening to bones on the inside of your skull be broken is not all that pleasant. As a result I did
have bone bruising and my right cheek swolen for 2 days. BUT, just think of how horrible the results would have been if some idiot human doctor did
this proceedure. You would be healing for weeks or months. The Greys using their medical technology of rapid if not instintainious healing is a
WONDERFUL thing. That to me demonstraights compassion towards me.
Early on I can remember many times of being affraid.
With my first reproductive proceedure done, I had pain for 2 days. Walking was difficult and painful, but not overly so. I could still go about my day
normally, I just had some pain. Could human doctors to such wonders? Nope! But I did get the chance to touch 2 Tall Greys. That is something that I
will never forget for as long as I live.
My most rescent reproductive proceedure I had an object stuck into my abdomin. I've had a cold for about a week now. Every time I cough my abdomin
hurts, the healing is slowed by coughting. The last time all pain was gone in 2 days. I'm now starting the 5th day. But then I was shown some many
great things by the Paladian woman. (ya I just found out today that she is a Paladian). But then, when I broke the memory barrier and started
remembering things and then started to write them down, some thing so weird happened. I felt and heard some one blow into my ear. BAM!! I was
immediatly messed up. I was going to pass out and there was nothing I could do about it. My last shreds of absolute will allowed me to pick where I
was going to fall but thats all I had in me. I was out for 40 minutes. I woke up very affraid. But this is only because I did not understand why I was
knocked the hell out. I'm so fortunate to have a friend that knew why. I simply was remembering too much and they needed to stop me from remembering
more. WOW! Did I ever thank my friend up and down! He put me at peace really quick!
There has been 2 times where I was so disorinted, dizzy, swirly, foggy, and stomach sick feeling that I simply could not funtion. That is SO NOT FUN,
especially when I have to work.
All of these times I've had pain it was not so bad that I wanted to take Advil, Tylonol, or IBbroken. It was tolerable, but I do have a good
tollerance for pain. But If I get a head ache or something, the bottle of IBbroken is the first thing I go for!
But the thing is, I look for the good within the bad. The good always out weighs. Personally, if I can just see how they move, or a facial expression
or some thing else that most would see as insignificant, it is all worth it to me. Those little tiny things teach me so much about who these people
are on the inside. Their technology amazes me yes, but I don't really care a whole lot about that. I DO care a whole lot about them as people. I try
to figure out what makes them tick. They have likes, dislikes, emotions, homes, friends, families, chains of evolution, their whole planet's
evolution geologically/plants/animals. This is all what REALLY interests me. They are living people with their own histories, civilizations, cultures,
societies, and so on.
If I was ever to be brought to one of their planets..... HO~LY CRAP!!! I could spend 6 1/2 hours just looking at and studying a single plant, a
handful of dirt, or an animal. I'd be OVERJOYED to look at dirt! WOW MAN DIRT! And I could spend years just sitting and listening to them. WOW what I
could learn about them. That would be the greatest thing to me. But every time I'm taken, now matter what happens or what is done to me, I ALWAYS
learn some thing. Insignificant or huge, I always learn some thing, and it is all worth it to me.
[edit on 1-4-2009 by Valkyr8]