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Originally posted by sirric
reply to post by Ilyich
Thanks for your story. I fully believe you and your experiences. I too have seen a shadow person and still can't wrap my head around their existence in my friends house. He too has confirmed he has seen strange shadow people but has dismissed them as any "sane" person can.
I don't want to hijack this very good thread OP but I'd like to share my "vampire" spirit video with you and have you comment on whether you have seen this type before.
I think these stories and threads help make some sense to our crazy events and provide a good forum to freely discuses the social taboo that is this unseen world to most.
Originally posted by FifiLamoreaux
Seems like most everybody has something or other attached, but those with the least complications are those with the most positive outlook and the most caring for others. It's like that book and video called The Secret by Rhonda Byrne, if you can put your mind to something positive you can change your life eventually. I love Egyptia's signature which shows her faith. Faith has helped me so much too. When I turned my back on my faith is when I suffered most. People sometimes attract things into their lives just like Ilyich says due to emotional pain, betrayal, deceit by others, others' mental illness, etc. Ilyich, we all want to know how it turned out!
Originally posted by sirric
reply to post by Ilyich
Thanks for you reply.
It is the only video I have of this and have tried to capture more but haven't to date. As I said on the utube channel, I was feeling drained after waking up each morning so I thought I'd try to film to see if it was my cats wake us up and this is what I caught.
My wife can see things in the house that I don't and this leads me to believe it is a spirit or energy nymph that was feeding on my energy.
Anyhow, thanks for your insights.
Originally posted by drfeelme
They might be real but these
are not being from another world.
They are simply demonic entities..
WHERE IS THE PROOF OF people
from another planet>?
reply to post by Ilyich
Alright, I'm sorry for holding out, I had no idea this would catch so much interest I'm a little flattered ! I will continue the story. I'm going to try to pick up around where Alita, came over because I condensed much of this and left out some details as well kind of dropped my story once I brought her up. I'll put my family duties aside to present my story.
Okay brief recap, After Alita came as I said, I started to try to do whatever I could to keep my spirits up. Talk to friends, watch anything I found to be funny anything to distract myself of my current relationship situation. Of course the obvious, didn't come to mind. I'm not sure if I was afraid of the outcome, or I truly thought there was some good in my partner but alas that will be saved for later in the story. As I was saying this experience would teach me to be an optimist.
Okay, so I take what I've learned and I try my hardest to keep my head out of the gutter so to speak, but there is only so much I can do to avoid my relationship. After all, she did tell me she was pregnant and that was something we needed to figure out immediately. Well, as I had said a close friend of ours I will call her Liberty had messaged me on a then popular social media network for my area and had told me of my partners infidelity. I will now call my partner, M. So as I was saying, Liberty sends me a message and tells me that when I'm at work, M goes out on the town. She frequents parties and bars pretty much going all out leaving people like Liberty, or Bonnie ( another confidant in this situation) To baby sit M.
So after this I quickly lose my drive to stay positive and again slip into the clutch of my recently discovered doppelganger. However, I figure since it fuels my nightmares as of late and that was surely much more damaging because I figure there is no way I can keep myself safe when I'm sleeping, I stop sleeping. I confront M, about the information that Liberty has brought forth, and M denies denies denies then like most other female friends in my life tells me I'm to no longer speak to her, as she is obviously trying to get between us and steal me away from M and Slap slap she's pregnant now. I need to start thinking as We, and what's best for our situation.
Hmm, not looking so good. I start to feel worse, and I try to find comfort in M. I start babbling, like a psycho. I'm talking about My mother and Alita, I go into Detail about a horrific nightmare about a small Feminine look indo asian boy who is being tormented by these figures in red robes. I tell her about how they sexually mutilate this child, and all the other equally grotesque and disturbing things they do to him. I talk about the herbs and talismans the hooded beings wore. I babble like a truly crazy individual. I felt as if there was something seriously wrong with me if I really had dreamt this up with out the influence of this dark spirit trying to disturb and upset me.
I look like absolute death, my eyes are sunken I'm whiter than white I constantly shake, my skin and hair is greasy. My bloodshot eyes accent my green iris' making my pupils look like a deep dark pit of death. I looked like a crazed drug fiend who was on the edge of death, the fact I hadn't slept in a few days didn't help this either. M Doesn't believe that such a thing could happen or exist and begins laying into me for making up some sort of excuse and starts pressing me for keeping some kind of secret or that I must be doing drugs. Why else would I say such horrible things ?
I literally break down balling and find myself Apologizing for saying anything at all, and that I was upset about everything that was going on. I'm not ready to be a father, and with Liberty trying to say you would do such horrible things to me. Then Bonnie, saying that you thought it was Matt's kid and not mine I'm just losing my head I'm not sleeping. I have nightmares. At that moment, M asks me what did I say ? She caught that I had been talking to bonnie and it was a conversation that they had, had in private and one Bonnie told me not to bring up as she would know exactly who had told me. At this M goes nuts, She starts screaming at me for going behind her back saying that I don't trust her. ( I didn't ) She says that I don't believe her, that she's the one person I should be able to trust with everything especially this.
She will be the mother of my child and that we will be all I've got. ( which thanks to her manipulation and controlling ways, was exactly the truth). Now as much as this makes me sound incredibly pathetic and weak ( which I was ) I break down in tears, crying hysterically and I follow her as she collects her things begging her to stay apologizing every step we take when I grab her and turn her to face me and just as I do this when I met her eyes, full of absolute panic and rage It shows itself to me. For the very first time, I see that something is living in my room. Something Is, feeding off my energy.
This thing this dark disgusting thing is behind the woman I love. I thick oily smoke in a vaguely humanoid shape, I say oily because it seems like it has a shine to it, but at the same time it's so black that no light can escape. I freeze dead in my tracks tears and snot all over my face. Her, eyes change from rage to confusion, she turns quickly to try to see what I'm staring at but she doesn't see it. Now, I say I see it, clear as day, but it's not really much to me.
The way I think this is, as I said it doesn't want me to see it and in our very heated argument I think it got excited or over eager and either let it's guard down or tried to release or influence more negativity thus I saw it. I will describe what I saw, it was about 5 + feet from top to bottom, it was vaguely humanoid in resemblance. It had no features I could distinguish, not sex not race or facial features. It had a head shoulders, and looked almost as if it was leaning forward towards me, it had legs which looked like a trunk because they were together, same with the arms appeared as though they were part of it's mass as they were at it's sides.
So a shadow of a person really, but it was this DARK oily smoke ? At least that's how it acted in the air, it looked as if it sort of moved with in the mass. I know it doesn't sound like much but that's what I saw and I don't know how to stress this enough I was literally scared solid. I couldn't move, I couldn't blink, I didn't even breath I felt as if all time stopped. I know it doesn't sound like much, but when you see proof that everything you believed up until now was absolute bull#.
The boogie man is real, he's standing behind my bed, and he can and is hurting me. I'm sicker than I have ever been and the doctor doesn't know why, the only person that gave me any kind of explanation that didn't involve trying different horse pills that give me the runs was right. Just as I have summoned the courage to try to tell M what I was seeing * Wham* She Slaps me. Again, she starts in with every insult she can think of trying to break me down further. I think this girl equally enjoyed making me miserable as she did partying. I never brought this up to M again, why the hell would I after what just happened.
With my new evidence solidifying the existence of my capture I began to take things very seriously. I began praying and I'm not religious, but I was willing to try anything. I asked for Angels to watch over me, I would ask my guides ( wolves, in a past life I was a wolf and three of my pack have stayed with me as my guardians and guide.) to watch over me as I slept and to give me the strength to overcome this thing. I would smudge with sage to clense my home every couple of days, I began to collect various crystals in hopes of amplifying my positive energy. I started to become very involved Wicca, as well as Norse magick, I mainly focused on protecting myself, but I became obsessed.
I made bracelets and necklaces from hand made beads with all sorts of crystals, stones, and even wooden runes on one. I made habit of meditating regularly, and releasing my negative energy rather than letting it build up. I did start to get over being sick in about a course of a week, but I didn't lose the lethargy or get over my depression for about a month. I continued being as optimistic as possible, and every night before bed I would ask for Angels to watch over me, one for each corner of my room, and I would do this with a candle in hand and asking an angel to come stand guard and keep out all negativity, only allowing positive white energy in this space and allowing only beings who are pure of heart into my room.
I had a piece of white quartz on my desk in one corner, on my dresser in the other, on the head of my bed in the third corner and on my night stand near the fourth corner. I would go clockwise around my room at night. Then as I got into bed I would thank them for joining me and watching over me, then I would ask my guardians to watch over me and keep out anything that wasn't pure of heart. Then, when I lay in bed In would take some long deep breaths and visualize white light coming in with my breath and then I would breath out my negativity and imagine it leaving my home and dissipating into the worlds energy.
After 4 or 5 breaths I imagine that my breath in and out are white warm positive light. I then surround myself with, this light in a sort of bubble, when I don't want any sort of spirit to bother me I imagine that this bubble makes me completely invisible, white on the inside but from out I'm invisible, sort of a two way mirror of invisibility. This works wonders for me, and I still practice basically the same principle today, minus walking around the room asking for the angels, I only do this in times of great need.
Oh, in the mornings, I unseal my room in the opposite direction, thanking the angels for watching over me. I also like keeping my quartz in a dish of an earth salt ( I use sea salt) I sort of think of it as a temporary home for the angels while they watch over me. A place their energy can reside, I remember waking up in the middle of the night one night and I felt as if the crystals were glowing white, it was a very comforting and humbling experience.
This ends this encounter with a malicious entity, there are two others that take place a month, and then two months from this one that I will write out at another time. I have a few things I need to do, then I will come back and continue, this story. If I can I will finish all three today then any questions anyone has I will answer if you wish. If you are or have had a similar experience I can try to offer you some advice or reading material. I have a few books I feel helped me hone the tools I use today to keep myself safe.
Meditation, and positive energy are by far the best tools for these things, so once you cleanse your space I find those are the best things you can do to keep yourself safe. Remember to block, what you can't see. Just because you don't see it, doesn't mean it isn't there. I don't always see things, but I still know they are there. We all need to learn to listen to our bodies, and try to see by feeling. edit on 8/18/2011 by Ilyich because: I clicked post before I was finished.
Originally posted by Egyptia
reply to post by WhiskyKisses
I was 14 years old and the movie reservoir dogs was not made until years later. The names obviously aren't real because they had no intention of telling me who they were. It was a way to keep me quiet and keep the unknown exactly in the unknown. They weren't exactly the sharing type.
You will find that the theme of using colors for names is common. Although I knew it was a lie, I was too sick to care. I felt like I was dying and I just wanted to live. I watched it all happen and saw them pack up and leave without a word, with the exception of telling me I would need to have routine blood tests for a year. Within that time I should go back to normal. And then they were gone.
Originally posted by seentoomuch
reply to post by Ilyich
Wow llyich! That was an intense experience. I hope all is well now and I agree with the positive thought method that you use, though with variations. I'm at the age now that I "know" that I am safe at all times, no doubt about it. Those dark entities have the strength of a fly once your faith is full blown. When I was younger my faith would come and go and have to be looked for in times of need. I learned so much during those times, it was all necessary. Now as I walk further on the path it is always in me and I feel as if it is now expanding and will continue to with time.
So wow again on the exceptional post, thanks again for sharing, oh and be sure and get a dna test . . . . . . . . . 'kay?
P.S. to Egyptia, thanks for fixing the post, looking forward to yours when you have the time to, no rush, All My Best, STMedit on 8/18/2011 by seentoomuch because: (no reason given)