Originally posted by FifiLamoreaux
Thanks Ilyich, I love your in-depth discussions and you too Egyptia. It's impossible to talk about some things with people who don't experience
them, especially damaged people who then try to use your secrets to hurt you, and we have seen that happen. We're always a bit anxious about really
damaged people or institutions because we know they've got some of us, using for dark work. Sometimes it's hard to keep the shields up all the time.
Yes, crystals are great! But sometimes it's so lonely.
You're so very welcome, I'm always happy to share with anyone who asks.
It makes me happy to meet others who believe and share similar
experiences. It's hard sometimes, because many of us who have had experiences with the paranormal either don't believe them, themselves or are too
scared to come out with it because we are afraid of what others will think. I've also had experiences with people who tell me they have had similar
experiences to get closer to me and try to get close to me for some alternative motive. Crystals, are both my mothers and my own favourite as well,
second by sage and sea salt. I find the best thing with crystals is they are re-usable. You can charge a crystal with your own energy for one purpose,
then if you want to use that crystal for something else, you can cleanse it and recharge it for a different purpose! Like personal energy batteries
with so many uses
It can be extremely exhausting to keep your shields up all the time, and by all means I do not suggest learning to block permanently. My mother, my
aunt, my grandmother and myself all have the gift so to speak, and we all experience paranormal encounters. My Grandmother is extremely christian and
absolutely does not believe in any of this. She has learned through denial and faith to completely block most entities, now and then she does have a
moment but she blows it off as hogswallow and carries on with out giving it a second thought. She, is likely now to have just as difficult a time as
anyone else to learn how to use the powers every human has. Some of us are just born more awake than others
and have a head start. I think those of
us who are, should teach those who are ignoring these things.
I agree, it can be very lonely. When I'm depressed and lonely, I tend to project the most energy and when I do I get all sorts of things. Shadows,
lights, animals and monsters all sorts of beings from this dimension and beyond. We have to be careful what kind of energy we project especially if
we are feeling low or weak. There is nothing wrong with feeling blue, we just have to try to remember to block or surround ourselves in positive white
light when we are. When I'm down I ask my mother to help me with this as I may not feel the strength to do so.
As for visitors We absolutely do not mind, we just try to make sure they come on their own free will and as long as they are here with a pure heart
and no negative intentions they can stay as long as they like. Quite often it can be a humble experience and I have learned a lot about myself and my
past from these visitors.
However when I'm down, dark things come and try to feed on me. They try to keep me in a deeply depressed state and absorb my energy, wearing me down.
I have had three experiences we have known of, that a dark entity has latched on to me and drained my energy which gave me symptoms of a bad head
cold. I was congested, my voice was raspy my nose ran constantly and I always had a chill. I also had a feeling of pressure in my head, and a
dizzyness along with extreme lethargy, I mostly wanted to sleep. For those that will say I was just sick.I went to the Doctor as this kind of sounded
like it could be a few nasty bugs that got out of hand. The Doctor would order blood tests, as well as do a swab of my nose and throat for culture
testing in case it was bacterial, viral, or fungal. For the most part he never had a clue and would prescribe me different anti-biotics and tell me to
get some rest drink lots of fluids. Nothing the Doctor did ever helped, and Alita was the one who identified the culprit in the first attack. This one
is kind of interesting so I will give some back story.
I was in a horribly abusive relationship, and in fact all three instances of psychic Vampirism took place while I was in this relationship, but this
is the first and worst account. It was December, and at my place of work for the Winter season stock and inventory staff works graveyards. After the
first two weeks, when I got used to the sleep and work schedule I started to fight with my lover, like full on screaming matches where walls got holes
and objects were thrown. I wasn't giving her the attention she wanted with her schooling and my work schedule as well as the fact I was with the most
demanding and unreasonable person in the world. She was a very emotionally damaged girl, with the scars to prove it. I tend to be attracted to these
types for some reason. I don't know why, I guess I think I can help them. I've learned this isn't so, but back to the story. She seemingly
understood that I needed my sleep, and that it was impossible for me to get off work at 6:30 am, drive her the 30 mins to school, then 30 minutes
home, to then eat shower, go to bed then get up for 10:30 to pick her up at 11. To hang out with her, then take her back for her afternoon class go
home sleep then be back to pick her up hang out have dinner get ready for work and be able to survive my 8hr shift. Especially considering I may have
to work some overtime and not be able to take her to school in the morning. Well, I couldn't be more wrong. I didn't have a loving caring
understanding partner, I had a selfish immature lying partner. Who when I was working to support myself and her she went elsewhere for her attention,
oh while still making sure she saw me when she could. When I would go to work, she would go party and sleep with who ever was willing. Then when I was
home do the same with me. I found out through a mutual friend and tried to ask if everything was okay or if anything I should know she would assure me
everything is fine, she just misses me and maybe I'm just crazy from lack of sleep. Of course I couldn't accuse her because it was here say from
someone who already disliked my partner, so I stopped sleeping with her, and hung out with her less and a couple weeks later she comes over all smiles
and tells me she's pregnant. Oh boy, I'm working to support us while she's in school and now this ? Needless to say I went into a very deep dark
place. My unfaithfull abusive partner who I pay for and do everything for is pregnant and it may not be my child. I later find out from another of her
friends that she has been saying she thinks it isn't even mine, yet my partner tells me it is. Even further into the black stinking hole. Well,
something answers my cries. Something very very dark. I start to get sick, I go to the doctor and he has no clue, tests tests test, still nothing. He
prescribes me some anti biotics and give me the usual spiel. A week later I'm still quite ill, I've lost all my colour and I'm getting really weak.
I sleep 14 hrs of my day, and eat as much as I can but I've still lost 5 pounds. The doctor prescribes me a different antibiotic and orders more
blood tests and does a swab of my nose and throat. I go home, and my mother calls and asks if she can come over. I say of course, and 15mins later her
and Alita are at the door. I let them in, and the moment both of them come in they look extremely distressed. My mother talks with me, and offers me
Reiki, I accept. We talk some more, I tell her what's been going on. She Gives me the usual motherly Lecture, and of course as many of us who have
been in abusive relationships I try to find a reason to defend her, try to justify her actions. Alita, comes back from my bedroom and has a very
concerned look on her face. She asks me why I'm so sick, and I try to explain my situation with out giving her too much. She asks me if I've been
protecting myself, and I say no I was young and naive. She explains to me I need to start protecting myself and being more positive, that I need to
remove the negativity from myself and my home. She starts to explain that with my depression and negativity I have called to something Dark and it
answered. That it is feeding on my energy and my negativity is making it stronger. If I remain so negative it will never leave, and I will stay sick.
Well, this sounds like an absolutely impossible task with what is going on in my life, but I give it a shot. As I sit with these lovely women, and we
talk and be positive I actually start to feel a little bit better. Maybe it was just being with mom, but that's love and that's white positive
energy. After they leave, I go on my computer and find anything funny to watch or read. I feel better than I ever have, I talk to old friends on the
computer anything I can do to bring my spirits up. I put the disgusting Girlfriend out of my mind, I try to find the good in absolutely anything and
over the next week I get my colour back, I lose the chill and eventually make a full turn around. This was actually the very experience that made me
an optimist! I learned to find the good in everything and it has served me better than any other tool to ward off dark things. Being positive and
surrounding ourselves in positive loving white light is better than anything else to ward off dark or evil entities. There is a lot more to this story
but this was the best I could explain it without running out of room haha.
Psychic Vampirism: is when another entity saps or thrives on the energy of another.
People, animals, spirits and other entities can do this. I have in fact done this to my own mother with out knowing it. I find Empaths are both the
most vulnerable and talented at this trait. It can be useful for some things. I can't remember what they call it but this is useful in reading an
objects past. I'll give an example if you come across an old book or say a great grandmothers ring and you pick it up and upon touching it you can
recall events or even say your grandmothers smell or you picture her in your head. I don't remember the name for this psychic ability but I find if
you can do this you can drain or gather energy from a person place or thing.
I hope all of you enjoy this story
and maybe it will help someone else if they experience something similar, and I did see the parasitic entity
once and it appeared to me as a dark shadowy mass about 5 feet tall. it had no distinguishable features. I did have horrible nightmares through out
it's stay, but I can't say if I ever saw it in those dreams. It didn't want me to know it was there.