Well, I can relate to the strange medical problems and terrified doctors for sure.
One experience I recall was waking up une day thinking I had a broken leg because it was in so much pain.....it was new years day, 2001.
later on that day, it felt like both legs were broken, and then my whole body eventually.
I had some friends take my temperature, and it was 107.
they imediatly took me to the hospital, and even though I was not complaining (something also they thought of as strange) and acting all dramatic like
the other people in the emergency room, when I got there, it was like they were expecting me, and rushed me in past people who I thought looked, and
sounded way worse off than me, but I figured a 107 temperature was pretty harsh.
then even weirder, without doing any test of any kind, all the docotr did was come in and give me a blue pill, just ONE, andthen told me I must have
had some carribean flu....
My friends and I were baffled. How would they know that woth NO tests, and NO examinations of ANY kind. HOW?
Then, I went home, and was alseeep for nearly 4 months. NO family was concerned or came to visit, none of them called or seemed to care. My friends
that helped me to get to the hospital were the only ones who visited, and fed me once every few days.
This whole 4 months I never got up to use the bathroom or anything, my rent was somehow paid, and my room was not dirty and sis not smell etc....
When I finally "woke up" one day, no one had anything to tell me about how my rent was paid, how I never got up to use the bathroom except the one
time My friend took me a few days after they dropped me off etc....
In the 4 months all I lost were 10 pounds. When I woke up I h=pulled out all of my my eyebrow hairs for some strange reason, and no one commented on
it or found it odd either....
No one seemd sorry they didn't visit, no one even awknowleges in my family that I was completely OUT basically in a coma for 4 months by MYSLEF with
no help or supervision except my friends who took me to emergency a few times....
these things make you really think you have a bad family that dosen't care etc...
Then, fast forward to a few years ago.... I had nemonia for the upteenth time.
I was starting to choke on my own mucus and practically drown.
My ex boyfriend had to call my mom and finally SCREAM at her to take me to the hospital, as he was out of town and I was as allways alone taking care
of my son, so neede to get better ASAP to take proper care of him.
Same weird thing.... we get there, docotors looking terrified, and wispering about me already..... NO tests, just a respirator for half an hour, and a
blue pill they made me take in front of them.
the weirdest part is NO testing, followed by a pill (how would they know what to give me without tests) and the sheer look of terror and almost hatred
from the doctors..like "get her the &^%$ out of here looks..
Same with my mother. She can't WAIT to drop me off and get away....
No concern for helping me out, no concern for helping me watch my son..YET my son and I were well taken care of by ME apparently.
What I don't understand is, why will they threated to kill, or KILL say the nurse that dissapeared or other "witnesses", but they are so adament
about keeping US alive......is it the information we have?
Is it because it is true that they are our REAL parents and do want us alive?
Wouldn't it be easier to hide US the evidence instead of making the nurse go "missing"....how come she goes missing but not US???
that is where I am confused.