reply to post by CASH69
Encounters For Real
I have recently viewed the video's with John Lear's disclosure and read various posts. What I find interesting are the people who are yearning
contact with these beings. I have had a life where I was constantly visited by various encounters, and none by desire. I had no idea why, or what the
purpose to all of this was. I couldn't even determine whether any of them were telling me the truth. I recieved so much information that varied.
But what I want to say is that it was all very terrifying and the only way I was able to handle it all was due to the fact that I was altered, in
order to be able to endure the encounters. Either by drugs, liquids or other methods of mind control.
To this day I cannot make sense of it all. I have met with so called 'the good faction' of reptilians that say they are fighting the bad faction. I
have met with 'The Counsel', I have met with greys, with the dark haired fair skinned beings that look like perfected versions of humans that are
highly evolved and seen worlds that are not our own. Amongst others.
I was shown the 'Crystal Planet', the Draco war training planet and others. I was shown and told many things. Shown technology that is mind
controlled along with other forms of energy technologies.
In the end I was left just as confused and ignorant of what 'the truth' really is in terms of their claims.
Medically speaking I have had various x-file mystery cases. At the age of 14 I suffered an unknown blood disorder where the doctor's confessed it was
'alien'. My blood was pure black and thick as mollasis. I was dying and if it wasn't for the mysterious team of doctor's that landed on the roof
of the hospital with strange tanks filled with liquids, I would be dead right now. They hooked me up to these fluids while the hospital floor was over
taken by military. No one got out or in until they were finished with me. I survived, but it was all a mystery. I received no answers.
Next I had to have reconstructive bone surgery in my nasal canal and forehead bones. They discovered an extra bone with an implant lodged in the
centre of it. They removed the bone with the implant.
I have also had another implant removed from my shin bone. I have had several tumors, and a strange growth (sack with tendrils) in my thoracic spine
that baffles the specialists.
Yet I have no answers to any of it. These are only a few accounts of my story and experiences. There are simply too many years of experiences that add
up to zero at the end of it all.
In the end I have never felt right, like I have been altered somehow yet I know not how. But I do not feel physically right and mentally I have always
felt like I am constantly picking up on waves, it is sort of a disturbing feeling. Like everything has been altered about you, yet you are unable to
There is no romanticizing such encounters. In reality you simply try to survive them and try and find a way to carry on in this world of denial. You
come to the conclusion that you may spend the rest of your life never knowing the answers to it all and worst of all, never knowing exactly just how
you have been altered or why. There is only so much that our human 3 dimensional brains are designed to handle. Potentially it is limitless but we are
no where near being that evolved.
So why do they choose some humans? Could it be because they hope to find people that will easily be dupped into believing what ever they are shown in
order to promote 'their' own stance in the war? As for myself I took no stance, but refused to be a puppet to any of them. I chose to think for
myself realizing that no answers would ever truly be revealed. The only thing that was obvious to me was that there is a war taking place and many
factions involved. My story is simply one of survival. I survived the ordeals and tried to find a way to live with it.