posted on Mar, 25 2009 @ 03:02 AM
Okay, okay. I am going to tell a story that really a should hide deep down inside and never tell anyone. Luckily, I feel fairly safe behind the
anonymity of this site, so it here it goes:
I have been dating this girl for coming up on five years now. We met and shortly there after she basically moved in. Perhaps we moved a bit fast.
Long story short, we have been living together ever since. She is quite a fantastic woman. She is caring, smart, beautiful, and everything a man
should want - except me. I just don't feel any connection there anymore. It gets worse...
Last year, I met up with a family member (cousin) of mine that I hadn't seen in forever. Well, my girlfriend, my cousin, his fiance, and I have been
pretty close since then. Of course, not long ago, what happened? As usual, after everyone fell asleep, the two insomniacs (his fiance and I) were
the last two awake. We engaged each other in our usual deep, intellectual, late-night conversation.
Somehow the conversation turned to us and the feelings we had towards each other. Now I am stuck in a bind. I was already considering ending the
current relationship I am in, but how could I do that to a family member? On the other hand, me and this woman are so meant for each other it is
Anyway, that's a little insight into a day in the hell I call life. Any thoughts are appreciated.