Originally posted by Wertdagf
reply to post by ProtoplasmicTraveler
Actually yes, someone did. In fact he was a practicing Master of Zen Budhist meditational techniques, a former U.S. Army Special Forces Officer, and
at the time an administrator of a government run facility, and incredibly interested to know the extent to which I had corrupted the institution and
orginization in question, and who might be aiding me and why in the endeavor.
You are going to cause the people who love you so much pain. Atleast this may stand as an example to those who are following this path to reach into
their mind and separate their delusions from reality.
Now just who exactly is it you imagine loves me and to what end and purpose you fancy that this would cause them pain?
The particular encounter I am referring to in this example happened to me as a young teenager at the time being persecuted for my political beliefs
deemed to be subversive by the state.
It was employed as a method after all more traditional methods had been exhausted in attempts to force my submission.
It was an absolutely wordless encounter that lasted a quarter of an hour, initiated by my oponent by locking and freezing eye contact. It took me that
long to disengage the lock, while simotaneously concocting lie after lie to the questions I could hear him asking in my mind with his thoughts.
Not one single word or syllable had been audibly uttered before he initiated this attack. He deliberately used the initial prolonged silence to entice
me into establishing direct eye contact to look for clues, as to why the meeting he had personally called for and scheduled had remained silent and
wordless up to that point, which was a period of 5 minutes.
Upon finally breaking eye contact after 15 minutes of trying, he spoke almost immediately and said "How did you manage to do that, no one has ever
broken my gaze like that before?" I greeted that with silence of my own and a shrug of my shoulders to feign I had no idea what he was talking about.
He then dissapointingly added "Everything you just told me was a lie wasn't it?" I continued to feign ignorance and replied "I haven't told you
anything, these are the first words you have spoken since I got here 20 minutes ago" that only caused more dissapointment and he then asked "Who has
trained you to be so powerful" and then asked rhetorically if it was a specific member of the staff he seemed to suspect might have been able to
accomplish such a thing. He followed that up with "I shall not underestimate him our you again in the future" my demeanor and stance being what it
was he then added "You should really consider talking about this now with me, I can teach you far more than he can". I still continued to feign
absolutely no recognition of what had just transpired. In all honesty I was truly terrified by what had just occured but felt it was in my best
interest to remain silent and feign absolute ignorane.
I did later ask the staff member he has accused of training me, why such a reference to him had been made. Me smiled from ear to ear and simply said
"You beat him didn't you! I had every faith you could" he then even smiled wider and proclaimed "I can't wait to collect the five dollars I bet
him and rub it in his arrogant face!" I just stared at him dumb founded and he looked back at me and asked "Do you want to talk about it" to which
I replied "No, not particuarly" to which he thoughtfully replied "I sure don't blame you" and headed off to collect his winnings.
There are more things in Heaven and Earth than it appears you are comfortable talking about or acknowledging my friend.
The reality was, I was winning more battles in a war I was fighting much better than anyone imagined I could or should be able to.
It was causing the people tasked and profiting to ensure my submission no small amount of embarassment or inconvenience either.
That I continued to win every battle moving forward to the point that each and every person and institution engaging me in them had to withdraw and
admitt defeat is nothing that went undocumented nor unwitnessed by those with various degrees of emotion for me running to both ends of the
That someone might so foolishly dismiss that as the product of a deranged mind incapable of grasping the fine aspects of reality bespeaks of someone
who is either a unwitting prisoner to his own perception of it, or a jailer of others he wishes to consign to that prison.
Your attempts at deflection suggest the latter, and I can only wonder how much that prison has led to causing so many unwarranted grief.
From this and your other posts I gather you favor a world where war, might makes right, and noone ever questioning the edicts and mechanisms of those
in power, should never be questioned regardless of the effectiveness or level of barbarity employed in them.
How very surprising anyone would wish such a reality upon another, let alone actively be engaged to make sure no one might escape it.
One could only speculate what such a mentality would hope to prosper in such a malignant undertaking?
I bet you have a deflective answer for that too?
Silly person Trix are for kids!