posted on Mar, 22 2009 @ 12:01 AM
Enochian? Related to John Dee's stuff?
When I was more involved with Ceremonial Magick, I found that every time I was focused on Enochian stuff, the cat-eyed Lizard guys in their orange-red
pulsing cohesive-light orb would show up, get my attention and tell me to go to bed because they were there for me. If I was in the house when it
happened, it still happened -- I could see it 'through' the ceiling, despite how impossible I knew that was intellectually. I didn't like them
much, as they never let me remember anything, and they always pulled me out of my body, and my only 'memory' of a life-meeting, from some
unspecified point in childhood, involved profound mortal terror level of fear. In a later, fully conscious OBE experience they were a tad more decent;
gave me their 'history' of sorts; but still, they have no respect for what's in our heads, and create blocks and remove memory all over the place,
which makes me not like them.
They don't look like any of the aliens I've seen people describe in public, and I've seen them more than once and consciously, so I don't really
know what to make of that to be honest. They are humanoid; I didn't see hands or feet or really notice body much, mostly head; they have a small
mouth, didn't really notice the nose either way, their eyes are fairly large and totally round, the pupils are vertical (I felt weird around cats for
days every time I would encounter them, as if they were looking at me 'through' the cats), and one fellow's I met were vivid orange but another I
met I didn't even have a word for the color, 'neutral but a color' was the best I could do. (I was later told that Lear had some story about
'orange eyed lizard people' and that the TV show 'V' had this. I rented it, but they looked nothing at all like these people.) They were
hairless. And their skin was a very sand-tan color and seemed dry and spiny-ridged, a great deal like an iguana or something.
Anyway I have not heard of them or perceived of them showing up as dark amorpheous figures.
My aunt once had a dark amorpheous figure show up next to her bed one night, looking down at her, nearly gave her a panic attack. A night or two later
she was brutally attacked and raped in her home (the person never caught). It is our belief that the dark figure was the astral thoughtform of the
rapist watching her; it's not too unusual for criminals to be pretty psychic.
I wish I had a suggestion for shaking off your dark figure but I really don't. Stay positive is all I can recommend, but if you work in the field,
you already know that's a fundamental.