posted on Mar, 15 2009 @ 08:33 PM
So yea I dated this girl when i was 16-17, and we ended on bad terms. (both of us cheating.) About a year after that, we became friends again. We may
have fooled around a few times since then, but nothing serious. We are friends now, im 24.
Well since then, she has found herself a fiance and a baby. I still want to be with her though. After all thats going on around her, IMO her fiance
isn't ready to be a decent father. I'm good friends with her, and aquantices with him.
I'm not going to get into specifics, as I can't see why it would matter. I just think I'm a better man for her than he is. I mean should I speak
Keep my mouth shut to keep her happy? These are some of the things I've been pondering over the past few years.
I had bought an engagement ring for my last gf, and ended up not proposing while I was in Hawaii on vacation with her. I knew I would never love her
as much as this previous girl. That was 2 years ago. I broke up with that girl a year later.
Now I am here. I can risk utter embarassment and put my heart on the line, which will probobly fail IMO. Or I can just savor the fact that I think
she is happy for the moment, and let her be.