posted on Mar, 14 2009 @ 08:46 AM
Upset - I know if i saw one, i would break down.
Scared - Of not knowing for sure what it is (Or not pulling my camera out in time!) because we are all somewhat afraid of the unknown. But more to the
point is a story i read about some fishermen, long story short they saw a bird flying, hit mid air and break its neck. This makes me think about
cloaking and being watched.
Worried - Something might happen to me, or even worse my family. I beleive them not to be hostile, as they would have done something a long time ago..
You know what i mean.
Anxious - Because i want to see them more than anything. But not the wrong kind.
Like any race we have our good people, and the bad.
I have never been abducted, no scars, no memory, no dreams nor hallucinations.
I have seen a few UFO's more recently, but split second instances. When i see them i am with friends, and they would think i was crazy if i mentioned
what i see. Though i do see more often not "Dancing stars" in the sky.. I can watch them for hours on end.
The feeling i get when i am outside is a "Numb" feeling.
And as i walk inside, my whole body shivers.