posted on Mar, 4 2009 @ 03:23 PM
This is my first post!
(Please don't skim through the main post, as there are more -possibly- important factors than just the main point)
Before I explain my story I want to make somthing clear:
I am extremely skeptical of not only any post on ATS before I believe it's believable, but never before last night did I believe an average man could
focus psychic energy to his will.
I'm relatively new to the ATS forums, I've only been sifting through them for a month or so now, in fact I only made a profile last night, and this
is my very first post.
Now, to the point..
So, after looking into the post "I can move the psi-wheel with ease, what's next?" (or something very similar) I saw a link to simple methods to
concentrate your psychic energy. I went to bed at about 3am this morning, and decide maybe I'd attempt to practice some of these methods. I began
breathing in through my nose, and out through my mouth, which at first seemed to make me restless, but after a short while I felt very relaxed. I
began trying to concentrate my energy to different parts of my body. It was tough, as I'd never done it before and had little idea on what to do.
After about 5 to 10 minutes, I was able to feel a very warm sensation on where ever I concentrated, and wondered, could this really be happening, or
is it a placebo effect? Well, after a while of this I found that the two easiest places for me to concentrate these feelings were to my palms and my
forehead (presumably where the "third eye" is supposed to be) I noticed that when I closed my eyes, strange, almost neon images were appearing, and
I truly think I was seeing still images, although I could never really make out what they were. Suddenly there was a pain in my chest, perhaps my
lungs or heart, which I experience maybe once a week or so. I focused my energy on my hands, and slowly ran them about an inch over my chest slowly
and repeatativly and after about 2 minutes the pain subsided. Once again, I was skeptical. Perhaps the pain went away naturally, perhaps a placebo
effect had helped me ignore the pain, maybe it was just some other overlooked coincidence. I began concentrating again, and suddenly I blacked out.
I know I wasn't asleep, because I was only out for less than 10 minutes, and there was no noise in the room. If I fall asleep at 3:30am I am OUT
COLD until my alarm goes off. I awoke, no more tired than I was before I begun all this, and for some reason I couldnt concentrate the energy
anymore, and there were no images when I closed my eyes. I began repeated the relaxation technique, in through my nose, out through my mouth, over
and over, and slowly but surely I felt it coming back, the images returning when I closed my eyes, slightly stronger and clearer than before. I
called out in my mind, hoping something, anything would give me a word in return. I held a 5 minute conversation with two different.. "things." I
asked them how to further what I was doing, if this was all true, but all I was getting back was answers along the lines of "Looking into
yourself.." "Dig deeper.." and I became slightly aggitated. Was I talking to myself? If I was, why couldn't I come up with a better answer? Why
didnt it -feel- like I was talking to myself? But regardless, I still wasn't ready to believe. After these messages subsides, I pondered on the
answers they gave me. I tried figuring out what the images were, although I couldn't. When I looked, occasionally I could see a small, clear and
bright dot, which would expand extremely fast as if I had rushed right past it. I felt somewhat weightless. Before I went to bed, my Psoriasis was
hurting pretty bad, and so I did the same thing that seemed to make my chest pain subside for about 5 minutes. I HAVE HAD PSORIASIS SINCE 8TH GRADE.
I AM IN MY SECOND SEMESTER OF COLLEGE AND IT HAS NEVER SUBSIDES, DESPITE BOTTLE AFTER BOTTLE OF EXPENSIVE MEDICATED SHAMPOO. When I awoke,it was 95%
gone. No bumps, no stinging. Gone.