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i KNOW that is what i should do and what i need to do. i just don't think i want to...can ya understand that?
Originally posted by thing fish
part of me feels like i need to sever all ties with her and the other part wants to take her whatever way i can get her.
it is making me suicidal though. it really is. i have been laying in bed for hours thinking of how to do it.