posted on Apr, 16 2004 @ 03:44 PM
There's people out there want to "have their cake and it too"...
Your one of them... You want the best of both worlds my friend, but a woman isn't just going to sit by and watch you go off and get # faced, gamble,
be with your friends, and then expect her to be there when you get home...
It's gets tiring after awhile... Women want security, they want a man that can be their best friend, a man that can pull up his pants when he needs
to, and you can't.
Your simply not mature enough for a relationship where you and her are best friends.
You may want to be with your friends, which is fine, thats the age your supposed to that, but you can't say that you fukced up and that your sorry,
because your not.
Your sorry she's gone, your sorry that you thought you could get away with it, you tested the waters, and pushed more and more to see how much you
could get away with, and now that she's gone, your sorry...
She doesn't want to see you because you are ignorant, you ignored her wished, your loyalties weren't with her, they were with your "m8's" you
crossed her after she asked you not to, and you did...
So your only sorry now because your on your own with your own sorry ass, and nobody is there to keep your sorry asz company...
Friends can only be there for you so much, it's the woman in your life who would be there for you thick and thin and threw her away..
You self sabatoged the relationship, you probably subconsciously saw this coming because you set yourself up for a loss...
Maybe you believe you don't deserve that kind of life, that your life only involves petty things like social drinking, gambling and whatever else you
did to lose her. Maybe you should take some time out to re evaluate your life, she's not just going to come back because you said sorry......
She's smarter then that, and i'm sure she knows you better then you know yourself, thats why she's not coming back...
And she's not a bithc for leaving, she's smart... If I were her, I wouldn't want to sit around and wait for you to come home after your done doing
whatever you felt the need to do, to get whatever out of yoursystem.
Nope, i'd leave, i'd have my own life where I could do what I want, when I want, not sit around like a dog and wait for a boy who calls himself a
man to come home to me and then pay attention... That's selfish, ignorant, rude, and insulting.
Why should she put up with that??
So like I saie earilier, your just sorry cuz she left and now your on your own. Your sorry you got rejected.
I don't feel for you, I pity you, because you just let a great girl walk out on you because your priorities weren't where they should of been and
you crossed her.