posted on Feb, 14 2009 @ 11:57 PM
Very nice post Ms Green and well called for. This is my attempt at doing something productive today.
But yeah, its a strange and diverse world, its easy to miss the "not so" subtle effects.
I will share my psychic vampire experience. I had just lied down to go to bed and immediately this image of this..disgruntled looking girl, I know
her image but I'll spare the minor details. I just had a clear image of this young girl, in her 20's, it wasn't anyone I knew, I remember what she
wore, and it was like she was standing against a wall just staring at me with this look of confusion/disgust/ a bit of curiosity.. so this was pretty
strange, it just popped in my mind and I couldn't get it go away, it was a complete violation. I knew there was something to it. As well I felt this
warm clutching of my heart chakra on my back. After I sort of had an idea of what might be happening I mentally willed myself to be invisible,
untrackable, completely shielded and fine, and topped it off with a request for my guides to keep her away while I get to sleep. Aaand I had a good
sleep. But for a minute there I believe I experienced something quite negative.
There have been other days, right around this time last year,. actually, its interesting how I read it was the "chinese worst day of the year".. i
guess its like an annual bad day.. but this day, my chakras, all of em were just closed down. I just curled up on my bed wondering what was wrong with
me, as this was unlike me, I was completely depressed and nothing stimulated me. It took a conversation with a friend about related and generally
unrelated things to "fix" me.
But I believe I was going through some outside drain at the time, which I will spare the speculations.
Its something very real for sure.
There was a time where I didn't know how to overcome such drains. As I increased in sensitivity, I would fear going on public transportation because
the negative energy that was around it, apparently subways have something to do with negative ions as well.. One day I kept yawning every few
seconds, it was insane, and I just stood by the door, waiting to get off, it was torture, I didn't know what was happening. Usually I feel a
clutching or uncomfortable feeling in my heart or sacral area when on public transportation or walking by people who look "internally destroyed".
Some would give me terrible shivers walking through their aura.
But yeah, anyways, I learned to put up mental filters, not allowing energy in unless its positive, and none out unless its under my conditions, and
this generally helps I think but it still feels like a bit seeps out, but i'm more in control now then I used to be.
If I'm stuck sitting next to one of these people who start draining my heart and sacral, i gather myself and start sending them energy to those
areas, opening their chakras similar to how I would open mine. I can tell they sense a difference, kind of like how I sense people are listening to
me, focusing on me etc.. when people have this sudden change of awareness I find it resonates. But they notice somethings different. On a couple of
occasions, after around 20 minutes of healing these people, i no longer felt any drain and in return I got this warm, wave of energy that came over my
whole body and aura, it was pleasant but I wasn't really sure what it was specifically.
Anyways, Master those chakras! They're your life!