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Originally posted by the seeker_713g
I would also suggest reading " Psychic Self Defense" by Dion Fortune, one of the original members of the Golden Order of the Hermitic Dawn; it has some very good info in it and is still available.
Originally posted by Calvin.Hobbes
Usually I just read the crazy threads here from time to time, but coming across this I decided I needed to sign up. I am wondering if you can HELP ME.
That being said, I have ALL the "symptoms" that was posted in the OP. I started experimenting with meditation and brainwave generator, and prayer as well, at the start of last year.
Since then, I've been having lucid dreams (sometimes nightmarish, sometimes illustrating situations in my life in a very very obvious metaphor.
But this has all changed since last year. Sometimes I burst into tears for no reason. Fear encompasses me everywhere I go. I am afraid of people. I have shunned my friends and rarely go out anymore. My behavior has taken many people by surprise, and I am at a loss to explain it. Sometimes I feel as if reality is not real, or more accurately as if I've been ripped out of one reality and placed into another. (a nightmare) I feel hurt and confused at times when I shouldn't. All of this has taken its toll on my life.
I have no energy, never. It has gotten so bad that I am planning to take my own life very soon. I simply can't go on like this anymore. I don't know what it is, but everything is different and I just don't have the strength anymore. I just turned 21, yet I feel as if my life is over.
I am a good person btw. I am not selfish, try to help people as much as I can, and for some reason have a really strong connection with animals.
If there is ANYTHING you can tell me, I really need to hear it.
Originally posted by Tayesin
Chakras are energy centres that are meant to radiate energy outwards, they can never be closed. Why? Because you will be dead!
All Chakras are in constant change depending on what thoughts you are having and what feelings are created by those thoughts, and what issues you are dealing with in an active or non-active way.
The energy people here say you must protect IS NOT YOUR ENERGY. It is the energy of the Source, the universe, whatever you want to call it. It must be allowed to flow out from you or you are not fulfilling your role here.......
Instead, when you feel drained, simply imagine bringing white light into your body through your head, the Crown Chakra.. this is the ancient Middle Pillar Method and it will energize you so that you can continue to go about your day and SHARE as we are meant to.
Originally posted by Shakesbeer
The most important thing to realize is that every single person is an endless well of hyper dimensional energy. Something can never suck all of your energy out unless YOU allow that to happen.
Originally posted by oconnection
I've had some pretty scary moments so I'm very cautious with what I attract. I had a blue colored entity (I called it a demon) choking my neck for years and finally felt I'm freed from that.
Originally posted by oconnection
reply to post by Mr Green
So where would be a good starting point? I feel that I have all all the tools I just need to know how to use them.
Also any idea what green colored entities are supposed to be?
[edit on 14-2-2009 by oconnection]
Originally posted by asmeone2
. I suppose if we can talk to our higher selves it stands to reason that you can talk to your lower self, too.
Originally posted by asmeone2
reply to post by oconnection
Dark does not necesarily mean demonic. Many christians tend to assume that. I think that you do have demons in the Christian sense but they are very rare--most of the time as Mr. Green said what you have is one form or another of "energy vampire."
One thing that I have also experienced is what I can best describe as my negative emotiones, personified... like, in more meditative states, I have met my fear/anger/hatred and imagined it like it is an entity. I suppose if we can talk to our higher selves it stands to reason that you can talk to your lower self, too.
Originally posted by Mr Green
Originally posted by oconnection
reply to post by Mr Green
So where would be a good starting point? I feel that I have all all the tools I just need to know how to use them.
Also any idea what green colored entities are supposed to be?
[edit on 14-2-2009 by oconnection]
I know green is the colour of the heart chakra but Ive never heard of green entities as such. Green aliens yes but astral entities that are green are definatly a new one for me.
You feel you have all the tools but you need to know how to use them? With what aim, what is your aim? Its strange that you wish to contact these things, most end up contacting them by mistakes and errors and then wish theyd never bothered. Are you saying you actually wish to contact astral entities?
Originally posted by oconnection
This is the thing I'm very cautious about. I've known all my life this sort of thing exists but I don't want to invite un welcomed demons / energies what have you into my life. How can I start on a good foundation then build from there. I want to do this informed rather then jump head first.
Originally posted by oconnection
How can you tell the difference between a demon and a non demon? I've always trusted my heart when it came to this sort of thing. Sometimes it's blatantly obvious in the sense I can feel this icky almost overwhelming evil presence other times it's much more subtle.
Originally posted by Mr Green
Ive always read and thought the chakras need to be shut off or maybe slowed down even after meditating. I could not possibly walk around when they are all open, Id feel like I did when I first started meditating, like I was on drugs or something, all floaty and in a world of my own. Ive never taken drugs but i imagine its a lot like I felt when I first opened my chakras.
Originally posted by Mr Green
I can understand if we are in complete control of them and they are in total balance with each other but most people havent reached this point. Plus I knew things were around me, especially at work if my chakras were blasting away I just knew entities were there following me. I read that to keep your crown chakra open is like having a very bright beacon shining out of your head shouting "hey free energy here" or "my aura is up for rent, come in".
Originally posted by Mr Green
Plus I cant stand my 3rd eye open without my control it becomes too much. Entities see it as an open door to invade my space and send me stuff I cant really understand or deal with. Why do I need to see scary demonic faces looking at me? Once I had a face that changed into about 7 different faces one after the other , each face just as horrible as the last.
Originally posted by Mr Green
What use would I gain from keeping this open all the time? Plus it hurts when this chakra is open and it gives me headaches and I really do see it as a doorway for astrals to gain access.
Originally posted by Mr Green
I must admit recently Ive really tryed to remove all fear of this chakra.(3rd eye) I got to thinking that maybe my fear of what I had seen was stopping me seeing the good things. I expected demonic entities so maybe I attracted them, since loosing the fear i do still see them but instead stare back at them and say "what do you want?" rather than jump at the sight of them. Maybe they will go soon Im not sure.
Originally posted by Mr Green
I have tryed taking in white healing light through my crown and it is a very good technique. You can actually feel it go through the crown and flow into all your energy points and cleanse them and give them re newed energy. I too would definatly recommend this.