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Originally posted by Mr Green
Recently as Ive become stronger and built up my intent to prevent access via my chakras I became aware of one. It had a blue aura and was attached to my body. It was a pathetic creature and was hanging onto my aura like a leech. It was suffocating me with its needy love to the point I became unable to breath. I finally took control and forcefully said to it in my mind (as I was unable to speak) WILL YOU GET OFF ME. It did get off but unfortuantly jumped straight into my husband who had a terrible nights sleep and felt leeched and drained the whole night.
I believe that night I was able to see these entities for what they really are. Pathetic energy needy leeches. It saw I no longer was giving my energy freely to it so it decided to attach itself to me in a suffocating way. As I rid myself of it it went to the next availabe aura with an opening.
Your right people do blow this sort of thing off as not important as its not generally covered in their religion. At first I expressed unconditional love for all entites thinking this was enough to protect myself, I was wrong all it did was open me up to abuse. Yes love all unconditionally but protect yourself from those that do not return your unconditional love with the same.
Originally posted by Mr Green
We can also leave ourselves open to psychic attachment. This is where an entity or person actually attaches themselves to our aura. ... This can happen when we have let in a lower astral that has strong sexual thoughs and desires for the energies of an incarnated form.
Originally posted by Mr Green
Astral abuse is achieved in the astral realm when we leave our bodies and astral travel. It is here we can be abused but not in a physical sense. This can happen when we have let in a lower astral that has strong sexual thoughs and desires for the energies of an incarnated form. Maybe its a lower astral that has been unable to accept it no longer has a body.
Id see eyes and faces looking back at me, and Id sense great energies all around me, then though new age beliefs I allowed these entities in.
Originally posted by sinebyte
i feel so emotional right now. i feel that finding this post was fate.
i continued the book
and it came to a point talking about chakras. although i have had many spiritual experiances in my life chakras were one of those things that i never was able to experiance and so thought it was just more gumph that came with this scene. But whilst reading this book as the words rang so true to me and because of the other experiance that i had had, as i read about them i knew they were real and when i realised that i could feel them. they were warm energy spots going down my body just like i had seen them it was amazing. i went onto a forum and spoke about them and peopl suggested different things one was to draw white light through the top of my head. i did this another night and the energy came into my body from the top and had a mind of its own, it went down through all the chakras and i could feel that it was cleaning them, lighting up certain parts of my heart chakra like one side that i didnt know was there the feeling when it fixed it was like a menthol cool energy. this night was a great experiance. i tried this again another night with crystals on certain crystals over the chakra points when i drew the energy in from the top it would go past the brow chakra and i could feel a pressure on my head. in my mind i saw eyes and i had a vision of one person or thing stamping on my head. i put this down to negative thoughts just popping in as i had recently had eyes comming into my mind and i brush them away. i took the crystals off and went to bed. the next day i was in a state and this lasted for about a month. i thought i was going mad and i was depressed and having anxiety. i was in a blur and i was spaced out. thinking in my mind scared me the sound of thoughts in my mind and thoughts just came into my mind. this lasted for ages and i went to stay with my father in tears he thought i had a breakdown/depression. after about a month this started to go away and eventually it went....
... the next day BANG i was in that place again it took another 3-4 weeks for this to subside i finally reaslied that if i left everything spiritual alone it would go away. now whenever i read or think or do anything spiritual i get these pains in my head and face tingles and im scared to do anything as i dont want to be in that place again. somtimes even writining a post like this starts to get the front and back of my head hurting. please no negative posts guys i really need some guidance on this as i have been told different things.
i took the crystals off and went to bed. the next day i was in a state and this lasted for about a month. i thought i was going mad and i was depressed and having anxiety. i was in a blur and i was spaced out. thinking in my mind scared me the sound of thoughts in my mind and thoughts just came into my mind. this lasted for ages and i went to stay with my father in tears he thought i had a breakdown/depression. after about a month this started to go away and eventually it went.
i thought it had totally gone and went to some crystal course that a shop owner phoned me about (thought it was a sign as i was scared of crystals after the experiance)
But this has all changed since last year. Sometimes I burst into tears for no reason. Fear encompasses me everywhere I go. I am afraid of people. I have shunned my friends and rarely go out anymore. My behavior has taken many people by surprise, and I am at a loss to explain it. Sometimes I feel as if reality is not real, or more accurately as if I've been ripped out of one reality and placed into another. (a nightmare) I feel hurt and confused at times when I shouldn't. All of this has taken its toll on my life. I would sometimes fill the bathtub with water and just sit in it for hours. This is embarassing, but just to illustrate the change 2 years ago I was invited to the Tyra Banks show to do a couple's sort of thing, now my family tells me I look homeless. Friends ask where I am and invite me for drinks and whatnot but for some reason I don't go, even if I want to.
Originally posted by n0tsan3
3) Are you upset and crying for no reason. Full of fear and self doubt?
4) Are you having nightmares, poor sleep patterns.
5) Do you sense something is there, maybe you actual see things. These can be eyes, shadows and faces. Orbs and flashes of light.
6) Are you feeling ill and drained but have no specific illness.
7) Does it feel like you are recieving blasts of information and images that are not your own and you are unable to shut them off?
Not to get off tpoic or anything but.... those are also signs of mental illness and might have some physiological roots.