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Before this I had only done short sessions of pineal gland meditation, basically going straight for the crown chakra without knowing it. I could never keep it up for more than a few minutes but it left me feeling peaceful.
Well it started a series of events that almost made me insane, such as seeing alien creatures, having flashbacks about being abducted. Hearing things around my house, being totally paranoid all of the time. Couldn't stand night time as I felt something always watching me, couldn't sleep alone, my bed vibrated a lot. I was totally scared all the time. The last thing wa my moods were not good, I was crying all the time, I had intense anger, i would swear if I got into a fight with my husband, I provoked most of the fights for fun. My kids were scared of me. At night my son and i would hear something run around our living room, dining room and hallway, like in a circle. One time it started up the stairs and i thought I was going to see something look at me. I didn't like being at home I was outside all the time with my kids. I felt exhausted all the time, and just not me.
Then i went on a website ad got help from a lady who said she did astral chord cutting. She sis the chord cutting astrally and it took 2 hours to do.
Anyway, today I am a better person, I stopped automatic writing, trying to astral project and doing candle meditations. It took me two years to feel safe in my own home. My husband still fight but not as much as we used to.
originally posted by: Puppytoven
a reply to: asmeone2