Originally posted by Dragonfly79
Why the world has so many mental problems is because those souls get reborn in the same # over and over again. Each generation inherits the previous
generation's mental problems, issues and trauma's, things we don't solve because we are unwilling or uncapable.
That makes a -lot- of sense to me. I have always been very precognitive, (via dreams) intuitive, and I was SO incredibly artistic, at a very early
age, (around 6) that I was the talk of all the family relatives on both sides. At school. teachers and students would line up so I would draw
something for them. I was an artistic savant, and would comply, just in case I could be liked, and not disliked, which could get you bullied. But I
was born into a large impoverished family-upbringing, full of strife. We moved 4 times by age 8. It was like being born homeless. No one including
myself, would acknowledge that I was an Asperger Autistic, until I got diagnosed at 43, after I fell through the cracks of society, for years.
Socializing/dealing with other people was always unrelatable/alien to me, and this caused me to never be able to hold on to a job for very long.
Never held on to an apartment for very long. Apartments are noisy, and my head is like a hyper sensory sensitive radar dish, and noise is my own
special hell, as is an empathy which makes me able to feel what is going on re. everyone around me. This kept me safe while I was homeless for 5
years, though.
When I was young, everyone thought I would go on to become a renown artist, and making money. I was always an extremely good person, who never got
arrested, never was into drugs, never alcoholoc.
So I often wonder why---------- I was born into the conditions, to the specific people. There was never ever a secure comfortable safe quiet
supportive launching pad for me, it was always, survive or drown, right out of the starting gate.